SuicideFuel 16 year old neighbour I had a crush on officially lost her virginity and it's depressing

[Deleted member 5089]

So I had a long time crush and love feelings for this 16 year old girl that is my neighbour. I'm 30 by the way, incel, obviously never had a girlfriend. But I became attracted to her somehow, I guess I am naive and childlike still, never developed psychologically beyond my teenage years. So anyway I knew for a fact she is a virgin, she is just so sweet, and pretty, and simple with normal tastes, just a girl from my neighborhood whom I followed on instagram and facebook. But for the last six months she began dating some low-inhibited football normie guy who is from different school but they are the same age. And as I suspected - I found out she finally lost her virginity with him.

What pains me is that her youth will never touch my life, since I'm already an oldcel by definition. More than anything it hurts me when I see teenagers having fun and living through milestones (first kiss, first sex, first teen love, youth, friendship) while I rot. It's just so painful to know I can't be part of that world ever.

 

[Deleted member 33091]

brutal

 

[Loner94]

It ain't easy looking back on what u missed out on.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Love how all these people are losing their virginity in their teens, and in college.
Meanwhile we are rotting never even getting a look from anyone.
Fuck this gay Earth, there's no equality in this world, some people are just born superior while ugly subhumans like us are doomed to rot or be some whore's beta provider. FUCKKKKKKKKK

 

[Deleted member 33091]

Love how all these people are losing their virginity in their teens, and in college.
Meanwhile we are rotting never even getting a look from anyone.
Fuck this gay Earth, there's no equality in this world, some people are just born superior while ugly subhumans like us are doomed to rot or be some whore's beta provider. FUCKKKKKKKKK

i always get so angry when i read stories about people losing their virginities at age 14

like fuck... I was playing video games at age 14... while they were fucking like rabbits

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

i always get so angry when i read stories about people losing their virginities at age 14

like fuck... I was playing video games at age 14... while they were fucking like rabbits

I wish I could go back in time and know about all the blackpill stuff I know now at 14.
I would have tried super hard to mew, lift (to height maxxx), take roids, etc.
But now it's too late, and my life is already over in my early 20s.

 

[Deleted member 33091]

I wish I could go back in time and know about all the blackpill stuff I know now at 14.
I would have tried super hard to mew, lift (to height maxxx), take roids, etc.
But now it's too late, and my life is already over in my early 20s.

I would've definitely tried a lot harder when I was young if I knew the blackpill. But I spent my teen years rotting. Then I spent my early 20s rotting. Now soon I will be 30 and I'll be rotting in my 30s.

 

[Deleted member 32506]

16 year old girl that is my neighbour. I'm 30 by the way.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I would've definitely tried a lot harder when I was young if I knew the blackpill. But I spent my teen years rotting. Then I spent my early 20s rotting. Now soon I will be 30 and I'll be rotting in my 30s.

I rather rope than live a wagecucking life rotting and making the rest of the society better.
FUCK this shit tbh.

 

[JestER]

I'm surprised she didn't lose it sooner

 

[Dregster]

I'm surprised she didn't lose it sooner

They're all whores but they're not all gigasluts.

Some foids wait out for their obsession.

 

[ionlycopenow]

i always get so angry when i read stories about people losing their virginities at age 14

like fuck... I was playing video games at age 14... while they were fucking like rabbits

14-16 is when foids and chads have their "slut phase".

 

[Over_this_Life]

Damn sorry about that one brocel. This world is harsh for ugly men

What pains me is that her youth will never touch my life, since I'm already an oldcel by definition. More than anything it hurts me when I see teenagers having fun and living through milestones (first kiss, first sex, first teen love, youth, friendship) while I rot. It's just so painful to know I can't be part of that world ever.

Thats pure suifuel. That feeling of missing out of young relationships is what makes me feel like shit 24/7. I cant stand seeing young fucks in public doing things that i never can

It ain't easy looking back on what u missed out on.

 

[AlexAnguish]

Yep... that is our fate.

Btw, what is your avatar symbol?

 

[Deleted member 27161]

She probably lost it even earlier than that

 

[Deleted member 28148]

dont expect a girl to be a virgin past 14

 

[FinnCel]

Cope, she probably fucked chad immediately after hitting puberty

 

[BrettyBoy]

And I’m expected to not be pissed off at the fact I’m still a virgin as an adult.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

same but this is no concern for me as I will ascend with loli in no time

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Shit like this hurts my soul, do you even imagine the life of this chad football player, deflowering a prime shy qt that you just met, then ghosting her and keep fucking and deflowering qt left and right while getting praised by your friends and your school give you a schoolarship. True ERfuel in minecraft.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

Shit like this hurts my soul, do you even imagine the life of this chad football player, deflowering a prime shy qt that you just met, then ghosting her and keep fucking and deflowering qt left and right while getting praised by your friends and your school give you a schoolarship. True ERfuel in minecraft.

brutal. chads think nothing of forever ruining lolis. while the rest of us fight for scrap roast and get cucked

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

same but this is no concern for me as I will ascend with loli in no time

You mean in minecraft on pc with rtx mod.

 

[Deleted member 6329]

YoU PeEDoh ShE's JuST a ChILd!!!!!!!

 

[erenyeager]

i always get so angry when i read stories about people losing their virginities at age 14

like fuck... I was playing video games at age 14... while they were fucking like rabbits

At 14 I was I just rotted watching YouTube and wondering how they do it.

 

[Deleted member 33778]

I wish I could go back in time and know about all the blackpill stuff I know now at 14.
I would have tried super hard to mew, lift (to height maxxx), take roids, etc.

Realistically it probably wouldn't have made a difference. It never began for us.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Realistically it probably wouldn't have made a difference. It never began for us.

who knows

 

[Deleted member 33827]

14-16 is when foids and chads have their "slut phase".

14-30 for most women.

And I’m expected to not be pissed off at the fact I’m still a virgin as an adult.

Fuck this gay Earth

FUCK this shit

 

[Deleted member 26358]

dont expect a girl to be a virgin past 14

 

[maxxxer]

brutal, it isn’t fair

 

[kt0_0]

Pain.