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virgin4life
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I am really sad. I could have been a good husband for a woman. Would have been loyal to her. I would have never cheated. Would not have let her down even if she got sick. Would have been a good father for the kids.
INSTEAD I was born into a ridiculous joke of a clown world that is entirely about materialistic shit. When your washing machine breaks down you don't repair it anymore. You through it out and get another one. You are used to replace what doesn't work. Likewise people are replacing each other in their relationships. You are nothing but a "good" on a "market" where you have a "market value" based on your looks and status.
Women are competing over the hottest guys on Instagram then eventually settle down with some retarded cuck.
Meanwhile my best years have passed me by. No first kiss. No first love. No first sex. No first relationship. Cuddling as teenagers...didn't happen. And now I am old. I am 38. The curtain has fallen. My life was nothing but a waste of resources so far.
Can you youngcels imagine how fucked up this is? I mean at least you can tell yourself that it might still happen. Like even if you are 30 you can still have a little bit of hope. But I am now at an age where it is final. No hope left. It's just...OVER.
INSTEAD I was born into a ridiculous joke of a clown world that is entirely about materialistic shit. When your washing machine breaks down you don't repair it anymore. You through it out and get another one. You are used to replace what doesn't work. Likewise people are replacing each other in their relationships. You are nothing but a "good" on a "market" where you have a "market value" based on your looks and status.
Women are competing over the hottest guys on Instagram then eventually settle down with some retarded cuck.
Meanwhile my best years have passed me by. No first kiss. No first love. No first sex. No first relationship. Cuddling as teenagers...didn't happen. And now I am old. I am 38. The curtain has fallen. My life was nothing but a waste of resources so far.
Can you youngcels imagine how fucked up this is? I mean at least you can tell yourself that it might still happen. Like even if you are 30 you can still have a little bit of hope. But I am now at an age where it is final. No hope left. It's just...OVER.