JFL Almost 1 year since I lost my virginity

[Deleted member 11159]

On the 5th of February it'll be one year since I first coomed inside a real life foid (escort).
I did it so I could stop acting like a Gigasperg whenever I even make eye contact with a foid, in hopes that it would help me ascend, but soon after meme flu happened and instead I just used escortcelling to cope with loneliness.
Hopefully this year will be different and i'll finally ascend and slay.

 

[Gymcelled]

 

[PotatoTomato]

interesting celibacy

 

[imsorry]

How would you say escortcelling changed you?

 

[radishman]

How's the journey going? You seemed pretty confident you could slay by locationmaxing. Good luck to you even if it seems very copish.

 

[Ecstasy]

Do you recommend escortmaxxing to dudes who mainly seek love and belonging? Im getting crazy over the last weeks, everything reminds me of sex, being a virgin, being a unloved loser and I cant cope anymore. I really play withthe thought of escortmaxxing once the lockdown ends.

 

[radishman]

How would you say escortcelling changed you?

Less shekels now.

 

[Deleted member 30198]

How putting your dick inside a pussy feels?

 

[radishman]

Do you recommend escortmaxxing to dudes who mainly seek love and belonging? Im getting crazy over the last weeks, everything reminds me of sex, being a virgin, being a unloved loser and I cant cope anymore. I really play withthe thought of escortmaxxing once the lockdown ends.

Escortcelling is the worst cope if that's what you want. Naiive incels get taken advantage quite cruelly.

Hell that explains all the onlyfans garbage right now.

 

[Ecstasy]

Escortcelling is the worst cope if that's what you want. Naiive incels get taken advantage quite cruelly.

Hell that explains all the onlyfans garbage right now.

Its not that Im subscribing to onlyfans because I think these whroes will start to love me. I just wanna know if the short time rush is worth it since I will be 100% aware of the fact that she will just pretend to like me, at best. I think most prosties are bored af just laying there.

 

[radishman]

Its not that Im subscribing to onlyfans because I think these whroes will start to love me. I just wanna know if the short time rush is worth it since I will be 100% aware of the fact that she will just pretend to like me, at best. I think most prosties are bored af just laying there.

I mean if you can keep yourself from have "feels" due to your lack of affection and attention from foids IRL, it might be decent so long as you don't fall into a rinsing trap.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

How would you say escortcelling changed you?

It hasn't really done much jfl or at least anything it has done to help me was reversed by the lockdowns which made me even more of an outcast than usually. I'm gymcelling atm to make me more confident unironically.

How's the journey going? You seemed pretty confident you could slay by locationmaxing. Good luck to you even if it seems very copish.

It's not cope. I'm going to ascend. And it's not really locationmaxxing either. I'm from England and where i'm going it'll be mostly English tourists. However i'll be actually going out most nights because i'll finally get to see my more social friends there, which I do not see back home. That's my plan. It's definitely not JBW-tier locationmaxxing.

Do you recommend escortmaxxing to dudes who mainly seek love and belonging? Im getting crazy over the last weeks, everything reminds me of sex, being a virgin, being a unloved loser and I cant cope anymore. I really play withthe thought of escortmaxxing once the lockdown ends.

Definitely go for it, but don't expect it to fill the void in the long-term. It's just supposed to be a short casual fun thing. You'll still feel like a virgin after.

How putting your dick inside a pussy feels?

Feels pretty good ngl. Had anal too but honestly didn't feel much different to a pussy.

Escortcelling is the worst cope if that's what you want. Naiive incels get taken advantage quite cruelly.

Hell that explains all the onlyfans garbage right now.

You can't compare OnlyFans to IRL sex.

 

[Firefly]

On the 5th of February it'll be one year since I first coomed inside a real life foid (escort).
I did it so I could stop acting like a Gigasperg whenever I even make eye contact with a foid, in hopes that it would help me ascend, but soon after meme flu happened and instead I just used escortcelling to cope with loneliness.
Hopefully this year will be different and i'll finally ascend and slay.

She let you cum inside of her without a condom?!

 

[VindalooCell]

Was the escort attractive? Were you able to approach girls with more confidence afterwards?

 

[Deleted member 11159]

She let you cum inside of her without a condom?!

no, with condom. I wouldn't do it without a condom or at least I hope I wouldn't. Although in the moment my coomer brain wouldn't let me think of the consequences.

Was the escort attractive? Were you able to approach girls with more confidence afterwards?

Didn't get to try because meme flu lockdown. I'll see this summer.

 

[JestER]

Fakecel thread

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Fakecel thread

low IQ faggot reply

 

[Ecstasy]

Definitely go for it, but don't expect it to fill the void in the long-term. It's just supposed to be a short casual fun thing. You'll still feel like a virgin after.

I mean if you can keep yourself from have "feels" due to your lack of affection and attention from foids IRL, it might be decent so long as you don't fall into a rinsing trap.

Thanks for the advice guyz, but Im pretty aware of the fact that Im a deformed loser that is unable to be loved

 

[imsorry]

I remember in one post you said that you almost fell for your escort and you were mad that other guys were fucking her etc., (developed feelings) did you ever try to kiss her? Or did you have your first kiss?

 

[Deleted member 11159]

I remember in one post you said that you almost fell for your escort and you were mad that other guys were fucking her etc., (developed feelings) did you ever try to kiss her? Or did you have your first kiss?

My feelings towards her died down quite a bit since I haven't seen her in a while. That's another thing you should think about before escortcelling. If you're behind the average 12 year old in terms of sexual experience then there's a good chance you're going to start oneitising the whore, depending on your personality.
I had my first kiss with another escort shortly after. The one I was oneitisng doesn't do French kissing. (yes i'm aware she probably sucked another man's cock a few minutes before that, but I felt horny enough to do it in the moment).

 

[JestER]

low IQ faggot reply

You think you'll ascend just by mastering eye contact with toilets, without even mentioning any lookmaxxing methods whatsoever? Seems like just another brag thread tbh. kys

 

[imsorry]

My feelings towards her died down quite a bit since I haven't seen her in a while. That's another thing you should think about before escortcelling. If you're behind the average 12 year old in terms of sexual experience then there's a good chance you're going to start oneitising the whore, depending on your personality.
I had my first kiss with another escort shortly after. The one I was oneitisng doesn't do French kissing. (yes i'm aware she probably sucked another man's cock a few minutes before that, but I felt horny enough to do it in the moment).

I see...
Would love to get my first kiss out of the way but it is fucked to get it from an escort..

 

[Deleted member 32431]

(yes i'm aware she probably sucked another man's cock a few minutes before that, but I felt horny enough to do it in the moment).

 

[RollD20]

Do you recommend escortmaxxing to dudes who mainly seek love and belonging? Im getting crazy over the last weeks, everything reminds me of sex, being a virgin, being a unloved loser and I cant cope anymore. I really play withthe thought of escortmaxxing once the lockdown ends.

Same, I think it’s cause I accidentally looked at females again and got addicted. If I even see one attractive female it ruins me for the week.

 

[Ecstasy]

Same, I think it’s cause I accidentally looked at females again and got addicted. If I even see one attractive female it ruins me for the week.

I cant even look at pics of my waifu that I have for over 4 years now because I cant see any kind of smiling foid.

 

[Deleted member 11159]

You think you'll ascend just by mastering eye contact with toilets, without even mentioning any lookmaxxing methods whatsoever? Seems like just another brag thread tbh. kys

I never said that. I said that before that I viewed foids as a different species since I could count my interactions with them on one hand. I have my looksmaxxing goals. They're pretty basic though. I just recently realised how much I failoed myself most of my life. The biggest part of my looksmaxxing is gymcelling and not dressing like an autist.

 

[rope2cope]

It's basically one year since I had a rental girlfriend in Pattaya too, I think I coom'd with an escort like a few months before I forgot.

 

[RollD20]

The one I was oneitisng doesn't do French kissing. (yes i'm aware she probably sucked another man's cock a few minutes before that, but I felt horny enough to do it in the moment).

It’s over

I cant even look at pics of my waifu that I have for over 4 years now because I cant see any kind of smiling foid.

It’s sometimes the wholesome and innocent that hurt the most.

 

[NothinButAComedy]

Loool....still incel

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Loool....still incel

nope bro im a slayer obviously

 

[erenyeager]

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

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[Over_this_Life]

My feelings towards her died down quite a bit since I haven't seen her in a while. That's another thing you should think about before escortcelling. If you're behind the average 12 year old in terms of sexual experience then there's a good chance you're going to start oneitising the whore, depending on your personality.

Absolute suifuel tbh. It sucks we have to put up with this shit meanwhile chad gets it for free

 

[Deleted member 27161]

Absolute suifuel tbh. It sucks we have to put up with this shit meanwhile chad gets it for free