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Alright so every one of us has hours of free time every day. What do you do in those hours? Do you even enjoy anything anymore?

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Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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It's been so many years since I've actually had fun or enjoyed something. It's weird cause I've had so much free time in the past few years (that's about to end), but I haven't enjoyed it one bit. Feels like I'm always on edge. Even when playing games or reading books or watching something, I'm not actually enjoying myself, just sort of craving to enjoy myself and never actually feeling that enjoyment.


Books make me crave more, it feels like an incomplete experience and it makes me want to interact and actually do something in that world. But games, which should provide that, feel just like a waste of time and make me think "I'd rather read the book or summary". I've played a lot of games in my life and nowadays they feel pointless. Even the ones with a good story. The story just feels drawn out and it makes me feel like I'm wasting my time and that reading would've been 100 times more efficient than consuming the story interspersed with gameplay elements and combat that just drags it out. But I mostly played non-story games in my life, and for some reason even those I can't play anymore. I keep trying games, I keep installing, but nothing satisfies me. Even took a break to see if I could reset the switch in my brain and make it fun again but it didn't work. But I keep craving to play games, cause I want to feel some fun, some excitement in life. But nothing does it, nothing at all. So I try it with games, for so many years I keep searching for some game, but obviously I just don't like them anymore. But I don't like anything else either, and I'd rather just lay in bed with my laptop trying to play games than do anything else, cause I have no energy and am too anxious to do anything else.

But at the same time, books don't scratch a certain itch, they actually make me crave things that can't be fulfilled by books, they feel incomplete. Like a hungry animal with meat dangled in front of his cage. Reading a book is like smelling the meat, but it feels like I'm never delivered the part of actually tasting and sinking my teeth into the meat. Ehh tbh I haven't actually read in quite a while now, it just doesn't do it for me anymore. Guess I overdid it a few years ago and now it just feels pointless, like everything else in life.
 
Play piano, vidya, read, this.
 
Anime, but I dont watch it a lot. Like, I watch one series or movie each 2 months.
Porn, i do that a lot. There is .co too.
 
Not really. I go to theme parks by myself like a fucking faggot in the summer and I don't think I even enjoy anything.

Vidya, porn, weed, ldar when im not working tbh
 
apparently I spend about 9 hours a day on the internet and most of that is just spent browsing .co or other forums. stuff like video games and anime just takes too much mental concentration, I get burnt out on it after like 30 minutes and just go back to browsing forums/doing nothing
 
I spend my time learning things and working on projects I enjoy
 
It's been so many years since I've actually had fun or enjoyed something. It's weird cause I've had so much free time in the past few years (that's about to end), but I haven't enjoyed it one bit. Feels like I'm always on edge. Even when playing games or reading books or watching something, I'm not actually enjoying myself, just sort of craving to enjoy myself and never actually feeling that enjoyment.


Books make me crave more, it feels like an incomplete experience and it makes me want to interact and actually do something in that world. But games, which should provide that, feel just like a waste of time and make me think "I'd rather read the book or summary". I've played a lot of games in my life and nowadays they feel pointless. Even the ones with a good story. The story just feels drawn out and it makes me feel like I'm wasting my time and that reading would've been 100 times more efficient than consuming the story interspersed with gameplay elements and combat that just drags it out. But I mostly played non-story games in my life, and for some reason even those I can't play anymore. I keep trying games, I keep installing, but nothing satisfies me. Even took a break to see if I could reset the switch in my brain and make it fun again but it didn't work. But I keep craving to play games, cause I want to feel some fun, some excitement in life. But nothing does it, nothing at all. So I try it with games, for so many years I keep searching for some game, but obviously I just don't like them anymore. But I don't like anything else either, and I'd rather just lay in bed with my laptop trying to play games than do anything else, cause I have no energy and am too anxious to do anything else.

But at the same time, books don't scratch a certain itch, they actually make me crave things that can't be fulfilled by books, they feel incomplete. Like a hungry animal with meat dangled in front of his cage. Reading a book is like smelling the meat, but it feels like I'm never delivered the part of actually tasting and sinking my teeth into the meat. Ehh tbh I haven't actually read in quite a while now, it just doesn't do it for me anymore. Guess I overdid it a few years ago and now it just feels pointless, like everything else in life.
I spend my free time just browsing the internet, playing games and enjoying snacks. Sometimes I'll just fall asleep with the fireplace channel or aquarium channel playing.
 
buy shit on amazon like a zombie
 
I spend my time suffering
 
I mainly play vidya or fap to hentai
 
I lay in bed and watch YouTube and browse this site sometimes I exercise
 
If I still had my monitor I would have fun losing my brain cells in Apex
 
Mostly masturbate or procrastinate..
 
Browsing co. Watchinf random shit on jewtube
 
forummaxxing, drugmaxxing, cooom
 
I enjoy watching my organic mini orange ripen.... 20201212 1431481

It may be done around Christm'ass or new years!

Yea!
 
You're a moggin' machine @Emba
 
See? I don't even have that!
 
I spend my time learning things and working on projects I enjoy
like what

as for me, i smoke weed, watch conspiracy videos, play games on my pc like GTA and DayZ, and go for walks when nobody else is around, because I really hate normies
 
All i do is cope
 
As a former poorcel have no copes, only stare at walls and sell fruits on the struit (when possible, or else police just take the fruits away from me, not joking tbh).
Maybe YT and porn but those are for weekends since i just want to give zest in my pointless lifetime (like normies/chads yearn for the weekend to flex their dicks and that's their purporse out of their wageslaving lives).
I mainly don't do the exciting things(vids and porn) on weekdays since it would become monotonous and I will end up more lackaidisical than I am. (And end up actually killing myself)
 
It's been so many years since I've actually had fun or enjoyed something. It's weird cause I've had so much free time in the past few years (that's about to end), but I haven't enjoyed it one bit. Feels like I'm always on edge. Even when playing games or reading books or watching something, I'm not actually enjoying myself, just sort of craving to enjoy myself and never actually feeling that enjoyment.


Books make me crave more, it feels like an incomplete experience and it makes me want to interact and actually do something in that world. But games, which should provide that, feel just like a waste of time and make me think "I'd rather read the book or summary". I've played a lot of games in my life and nowadays they feel pointless. Even the ones with a good story. The story just feels drawn out and it makes me feel like I'm wasting my time and that reading would've been 100 times more efficient than consuming the story interspersed with gameplay elements and combat that just drags it out. But I mostly played non-story games in my life, and for some reason even those I can't play anymore. I keep trying games, I keep installing, but nothing satisfies me. Even took a break to see if I could reset the switch in my brain and make it fun again but it didn't work. But I keep craving to play games, cause I want to feel some fun, some excitement in life. But nothing does it, nothing at all. So I try it with games, for so many years I keep searching for some game, but obviously I just don't like them anymore. But I don't like anything else either, and I'd rather just lay in bed with my laptop trying to play games than do anything else, cause I have no energy and am too anxious to do anything else.

But at the same time, books don't scratch a certain itch, they actually make me crave things that can't be fulfilled by books, they feel incomplete. Like a hungry animal with meat dangled in front of his cage. Reading a book is like smelling the meat, but it feels like I'm never delivered the part of actually tasting and sinking my teeth into the meat. Ehh tbh I haven't actually read in quite a while now, it just doesn't do it for me anymore. Guess I overdid it a few years ago and now it just feels pointless, like everything else in life.
1. Posting on .co/other platforms
2. Listening to music
3. Browsing the web for animals
4. Reading books (mostly not successful) or small articles about animal keeping/breeding or other subjects; mostly skimming over the text
5. Looking at pictures of animals or other stuff that interests me (like hereditary diseases, medical procedures and parasites) or at fanart
6. Watching documentaries (especially about shark attacks, snakes and serial/mass killings)
7. Hiking (when I have the energy for it)
8. Writing summaries on animals/diseases/books
9. Programming (only when I truly have spare time, because I am shitty at it and need it for my job)
10. Watching animal feeding videos - it's always surprising how that shit looks irl without the glamour of documentaries and I also like animal unboxings or enclosure designs
11. Visiting Zoos/Aquariums and making photos there

I want to become better at programming, but I am too retarded/lazy for it, I also want to know more stuff about history (especially war crimes) and weaponry, but I am too lazy. With animals I still know something, but I am a fossil, because the new developments (in systematics) are too fast for me.
Most of the time I learn about a new animal while browsing google images or Facebook pages or say that I want to know more about an animal I superficially know and then I print some articles about it and read them (recently: African Arowanas and solifugids).
Then I move to a new group, often I also give up with a certain group, because the work is too frustrating or because I make no progress (like with Asian Pitvipers/Trimeresurus [sensu lato]).
I think I will do something with true bugs (hemipterans) next, because water scorpions and assassination bugs have extremely good looks and the latter (especially belostomatids) can fuck up vertebrates like turtles/frogs/etc; also some of them are important vectors for the chagas disease (e.g. vampire bugs).
I also like plants and photograph them when I go out, I know some species by memory, but whenever I see something new I use one of the Apps to tell me which species it is and afterwards I can recognize them.
 
lurking this forum and imageboards, watching My Little Pony over and over, reading MLP fanfics or greens, reading books (mostly non-fiction), watching random YouTube videos, walking around my room and fantasizing/monologuing in my head, learning languages (doing Anki reps and Duolingo or trying to read stuff with Learning With Texts)
 
walk the dog normally in the morning, lift my weights, rot at pc looking for work, browsing incels.co, playing vidya
 
Cope
I enjoy nothing
 

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