An old guy black pilled me when I was 17

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I honestly wished I was blackedpilled earlier in life. I spent my years being a bluepilled cucked with immense humiliation along with it. Looking back I just get ptsd
 
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Story sounds fishy. Who would have such a deep talk to a guy he just met?
 
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It was the 1970's. I was always an ugly child. I had protruding front teeth, bug eyes, I was tall for my age but so thin that I looked anorexic. All through school I was bullied for my looks by boys and the girls. I didn't dare ask anyone out, the total rejection and humiliation would've been too much to bear. So in addition I was called queer and a bender. In spite of this I suppose I was still blue pilled, hoping against hope that one day I might have a girlfriend ?
I left school at 16 with a handful of lowish grade qualifications. I found work as a butchers assistant at 17 in the local supermarket.
On my first day I was introduced to the team and one old guy took me to one side and told me i may as well kill myself now to save myself a lifetime of pain and rejection. He said he'd met dozens of men like me in his life and none of them had found happiness.
I was a bit shocked and told my parents who went ballistic about it and told me there was nothing wrong with me and that girls valued personality and sense of humour over looks.
Of course he was absolutely right and 38 years later I sit here every night alone in my little flat, a string of rejections and humiliations behind me. A few exceptionally painful ones that put me under the care of the local mental health trust.
How right he was, and how wrong my parents were.
Another victim of shit genetic lottery results & parents that are so self deluded they can't bare to admit their kid is going to have a rough time ahead & instead of steering you in a direction & giving you a mindset to succeed with all the odds stacked against you they chose blue pill nice boy bullshit, jokes on them as they're not getting any grandkids if you're an only child.
1. Maybe you get away with nothing because you don't put much thought into the planning of it

2. If you get caught and don't want to be violated in prison, isn't that the perfect excuse to now kill yourself, we all have these reasons we use to keep from killing ourselves even though we want to, wouldn't that realization just strip you of any excuses and allow you to finally be free, well that's the way I see it

Nobody is keeping you alive, I'd rather live as a lion for 2 more years than to live decades as you have as a doe just to keep existing

Also why haven't you just paid for sex, that's what I did (in my 20's) when I thought enough was enough, how did you make it to 50 and not do that

So we don't even have to go as far as rape, what about paying for sex, that was an option. Let me guess, you'd have gotten caught and arrested because "you get away with absolutely nothing in life" lol, just seems like excuses for you to not take risks and pat yourself on the back for "pushing forward", living a pathetic existence and not trying to change it is not "pushing forward", its just another form of cowardice
What easily obtainable quick way out methods are there if you can't obtain a firearm or cyanide though? You're caught in a pinch & need out fast before you're apprehended, stab yourself in the jugular works but damn you'd need to have balls of steel to go through with it.
It takes a mentally strong person to accept the truth and continue to live with it. But what also bothers me is why would they bully you for your looks but at the same time call you gay for not having anyone obviously your just ugly not gay
Damned if you do, damned if you don't. Can't get a gf 'cos you're ugly, no gf = you must be gay. In the logic of these ppls heads everyone should be in a relationship as they are & any excuse to shit on another will be used to it's full extent if they think they can get away with it.
 
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I_just_exist

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Story sounds fishy. Who would have such a deep talk to a guy he just met?
It's 100% true although I understand why you're asking that question. Although it was brutal I wish I'd taken his advice on board instead of listening to my parents.
It would have saved me from a lot of heartache and humiliation as I desperately tried and spectacularly failed to be popular with girls like the other guys I worked in the shop with.
 
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Btw how did you find out about this forum? And elaborate on your history with the internet please. When did you started using it etc.
 
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Btw how did you find out about this forum? And elaborate on your history with the internet please. When did you started using it etc.
Been on the internet since about 2005 I guess ?
I was on a Facebook group for people with avoidant personality disorder and I made a comment on a thread ( can't remember what it was about ) and this other member called me "an angry incel"
I had no idea what she was going on about do I googled "incel" and eventually found this forum. It was amazing. I just wish it had existed when I was younger and felt I was the only guy in the world to have these "issues"
I lurked for about 12 months and finally joined a month ago.
 
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Been on the internet since about 2005 I guess ?
I was on a Facebook group for people with avoidant personality disorder and I made a comment on a thread ( can't remember what it was about ) and this other member called me "an angry incel"
I had no idea what she was going on about do I googled "incel" and eventually found this forum. It was amazing. I just wish it had existed when I was younger and felt I was the only guy in the world to have these "issues"
I lurked for about 12 months and finally joined a month ago.
I wish i could get to know you RL, but i'm very scared that i, too, could mistake you as a "creepy old man". Don't take offence on that, i beg you, i'm just being honest about even us can be stupid and filled with shit.
 
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Thanks for saying this.
 
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I wish i could get to know you RL, but i'm very scared that i, too, could mistake you as a "creepy old man". Don't take offence on that, i beg you, i'm just being honest about even us can be stupid and filled with shit.
No offence taken at all.
 
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It was the 1970's. I was always an ugly child. I had protruding front teeth, bug eyes, I was tall for my age but so thin that I looked anorexic. All through school I was bullied for my looks by boys and the girls. I didn't dare ask anyone out, the total rejection and humiliation would've been too much to bear. So in addition I was called queer and a bender. In spite of this I suppose I was still blue pilled, hoping against hope that one day I might have a girlfriend ?
I left school at 16 with a handful of lowish grade qualifications. I found work as a butchers assistant at 17 in the local supermarket.
On my first day I was introduced to the team and one old guy took me to one side and told me i may as well kill myself now to save myself a lifetime of pain and rejection. He said he'd met dozens of men like me in his life and none of them had found happiness.
I was a bit shocked and told my parents who went ballistic about it and told me there was nothing wrong with me and that girls valued personality and sense of humour over looks.
Of course he was absolutely right and 38 years later I sit here every night alone in my little flat, a string of rejections and humiliations behind me. A few exceptionally painful ones that put me under the care of the local mental health trust.
How right he was, and how wrong my parents were.
I wonder what made him tell you that exactly.
 
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Fucking butal OP. What prompted the guy to pull that blackpill on you? Seems like it came out of nowhere.
 
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Wisdom from an ancientcel life = suffering max if ugly
 
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Fucking butal OP. What prompted the guy to pull that blackpill on you? Seems like it came out of nowhere.
No idea, it came as a bit of a shock. I mean kids my age used to call me all sorts of names but adults had generally been reasonably kind to me until that point.
It was in 1981 but I can still picture the scene now, he said it in front of 2 other guys and 2 girls I used to work with.
His prediction was bang on the money though.
 
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It was the 1970's. I was always an ugly child. I had protruding front teeth, bug eyes, I was tall for my age but so thin that I looked anorexic. All through school I was bullied for my looks by boys and the girls. I didn't dare ask anyone out, the total rejection and humiliation would've been too much to bear. So in addition I was called queer and a bender. In spite of this I suppose I was still blue pilled, hoping against hope that one day I might have a girlfriend ?
I left school at 16 with a handful of lowish grade qualifications. I found work as a butchers assistant at 17 in the local supermarket.
On my first day I was introduced to the team and one old guy took me to one side and told me i may as well kill myself now to save myself a lifetime of pain and rejection. He said he'd met dozens of men like me in his life and none of them had found happiness.
I was a bit shocked and told my parents who went ballistic about it and told me there was nothing wrong with me and that girls valued personality and sense of humour over looks.
Of course he was absolutely right and 38 years later I sit here every night alone in my little flat, a string of rejections and humiliations behind me. A few exceptionally painful ones that put me under the care of the local mental health trust.
How right he was, and how wrong my parents were.
Brutal OP , I'm really sorry. I find it incredible that you kept going with life for so long , I don't think I will be able to do the same if I don't ascend . Your parents couldn't understand cause they were good looking people and then you just end up losing the genetic lottery. Fuck the bullies though

The guy's prediction though was on point and that's the part that hurts cause he really gave you the true advice to avoid all the suffering. Being born with no money wasn't helpful at all either , I wish you the absolute best for the rest of your life
 
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yeah I'm only 17 and I don't see myself living 5 more years.
I'm 18 and it's hard to see myself living 5 more too , Depression is taking over me harder , But i'm going to try to ascend with the "self improvement" stuff , If it doesn't work , Then i'm out , At least I tried.
 
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Should have listened to him old man.
 
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"You'll never have what I've got"
Damn, Chad's dad read your whole story from day one.
This is honestly some intense shit to hear and see come to fruition.

Did you ever check up/make contact with him in his later years? If so how did it go?


that man was saint blackops2cel himself
I believe!
PBUH
 
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Do you drug them?
You mean: "would I drug them?"

Yes, to move them to a different location, but I would want them to be fully lucid and aware during the sex act, else what would be the point, might as well just buy a sex doll if you are going to fuck an unconscious woman
 
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Shit, i would kill a guy like that. You should had at least punched this boomer fuck in the mouth.Those who say to other people in real life that their lives don't matter and should kill themselves should be very careful. If you make a person think his life doesn't matter, why would you presume that he would give a damn about your life as well?
 
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Brutal OP , I'm really sorry. I find it incredible that you kept going with life for so long , I don't think I will be able to do the same if I don't ascend . Your parents couldn't understand cause they were good looking people and then you just end up losing the genetic lottery. Fuck the bullies though

The guy's prediction though was on point and that's the part that hurts cause he really gave you the true advice to avoid all the suffering. Being born with no money wasn't helpful at all either , I wish you the absolute best for the rest of your life
Thank you mate for your kind words. I kept going hoping that one day my luck might have changed. Obviously it didn't and it's certainly not going to now. But I've lived about 2/3 of my life so may as well see it through now ?
I just look forward to retirement now, not getting up at 6am every day to wageslave for 10 or 11 hours.
 
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Shit, i would kill a guy like that. You should had at least punched this boomer fuck in the mouth.Those who say to other people in real life that their lives don't matter and should kill themselves should be very careful. If you make a person think his life doesn't matter, why would you presume that he would give a damn about your life as well?
Yes you're absolutely right about that. If it happened when I was a bit older and not a weedy kid I probably would've punched him ?
I was so used to being bullied and belittled I guess I just accepted it as the norm ?
 
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You have really good writing skills
That's very kind and thank you for saying so. I did struggle with sports and physical education at school ( and was bullied for it ) but fared rather better in academic studies than my peers ( and was bullied for that too ! )
Either way, I could never win. Lol
 
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