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I enjoy this music, It relaxes me deeply. Lately I am trying to retreat further into my mind. I already am so disassociated with the world at large that I feel like I do not belong here. I don't particular fancy suicide since death will come for me anyhow and when it does the length of my suffering will be insignificant. I feel like there is something inside me, a door, passage; whatever it is I feel it exists and it can lead me to deeper understanding. I dedicate a lot of my time to thinking about why things are the way they are. I have been running in circles for the past 5 years, unable to make any reasonable progress on this debate. I am unsure of everything, I cannot make a stance on anything, because I feel that no philosophical or moral believes are complete, like they are missing something and yet they exclude one another so how can I possible pick the 'correct' stance in such scenario? This leads me to believe there is a missing link, faith, god, perhaps something else entirely. Whatever it is it has many names under our culture, I am just trying to discover it through meditation. Might as well dedicate my time to that instead of concentrating on my suffering. Anyway, I really enjoy this chants they help me meditate, anyone else listens to this?