Dunno what to do, feel crushed. Just can't muster any motivation or positive thoughts. When I get up I just stare at a wall for 15minutes and go to bed again.
I tried embracing it and riding it through, giving myself a break (from what?
) without lambasting myself, but it didn't help. I also managed to eat and drink somewhat more healthy (lost 8kg). Doesn't make me feel better at all.
I honestly have no hope left.
feel like it might be final this time.
No idea what to write. The negative feelings seem to be coming from my subconscious mostly, without specific thougts. Not really able to think clear.
I tried embracing it and riding it through, giving myself a break (from what?
) without lambasting myself, but it didn't help. I also managed to eat and drink somewhat more healthy (lost 8kg). Doesn't make me feel better at all.I honestly have no hope left.
feel like it might be final this time.
No idea what to write. The negative feelings seem to be coming from my subconscious mostly, without specific thougts. Not really able to think clear.
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