S
Sitchnatio
Recruit
★★★★★
- Joined
- Jan 3, 2021
- Posts
- 476
You're the butt of jokes no matter what you do; I even tried to go full mute/quiet mode to make them not able to attack me fir what I was saying.
I failed.
I have OCD with my " afro " hair and I was always obsessed with looks; I shaved my hair everyday and sometimes I went to school with a bald patch on my head.
Also I was looking always at the mirror to check my hairline.
I tried to cope by gymcelling and being obsessed with it; I even walked like a bodybuilder and it looked not very common.
The only " friend " I had in school was an outcast like me and he was an NPC sheep with no opinion and he was at least treated with respect; also he started going out with other people and he isolated me even if I tried to be friend with him.
Even at work now I'm still the weird one; I have also low IQ and struggle in my job; I have hard time doing simple tasks. I have no memory and irl I'm passive nice guy.
Anybody here have similar problems?
I failed.
I have OCD with my " afro " hair and I was always obsessed with looks; I shaved my hair everyday and sometimes I went to school with a bald patch on my head.
Also I was looking always at the mirror to check my hairline.
I tried to cope by gymcelling and being obsessed with it; I even walked like a bodybuilder and it looked not very common.
The only " friend " I had in school was an outcast like me and he was an NPC sheep with no opinion and he was at least treated with respect; also he started going out with other people and he isolated me even if I tried to be friend with him.
Even at work now I'm still the weird one; I have also low IQ and struggle in my job; I have hard time doing simple tasks. I have no memory and irl I'm passive nice guy.
Anybody here have similar problems?