Serious At the times the pain is off the charts

[Ellsworth]

Sometimes out of the blue something will trigger a thought that makes the regular pain of being a incel and a generally lonely person 10x worse.

For example I like camping and the thought entered my mind that I will never share a tent with a gf. No cuddling together when it gets cold, no talking about what hike or activity we will do the next morning. I kid you not this shit is gut wrenching!!!

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

yeah its really something else

 

[Deleted member 22907]

It happens when I have a good dream, or when I listen to a sad song, or watch a movie, or go out. It hurts really bad tbh

 

[Deleted member 23682]

Yeah I know the feeling, right now I'm fine but suddenly I coud feel like complete shit and feel complete despair over my situation. I'll end up looking like this:

 

[Deleted member 21908]

don't think

 

[Pennywise]

I just have this recurring feeling that I failed my parents by not finding a partner and reproducing.

The feeling of longing for a woman slowly gets replaced by this the more I age.

 

[Ellsworth]

yeah its really something else

SRS or postmaxxing or both?

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

SRS or postmaxxing or both?

Both

 

[beta_max]

Sadly that is the tragic life of the lonely incel.

 

[TheBasedCel]

 

[Uglyme]

It happens to me every time I go out

 

[Ricecel X]

there are moments when I just lay down and cry alone, not even joking. it's a fucking sad coping mechanism.

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

don't think

high IQ

 

[ionlycopenow]

Sometimes out of the blue something will trigger a thought that makes the regular pain of being a incel and a generally lonely person 10x worse.

For example I like camping and the thought entered my mind that I will never share a tent with a gf. No cuddling together when it gets cold, no talking about what hike or activity we will do the next morning. I kid you not this shit is gut wrenching!!!

This was me when I briefly tried to "network" and got rejected endlessly while seeing everyone else date each other.

It happens to me every time I go out

Also this

 

[Fat Link]

Brutal.

The way I best sum up or describe to others like us the entirety of my own psychological pain that I’ve experienced in my life in regards to this as well a thousand other issues outside of my control that have harmed me is Al Pacino as his Michael Corleone character near the end of “The Godfather 3” where he screams in abject horror over what has become of his entire life, after his daughter ends up being killed in front of him, when he was supposed to be the actual target of the hit/assassination plot etc.

Yeah, I’d say that scene and that scream about sums it up.