ive been doing some self reflectiing and ive realized a lot about myself. I have no social media, im extremely boring, and i dont have a lot to talk about. i dont have a lot of interests other than a few hobbies. im pretty laidback and i dont want any stress in my life. I dont want to draw any attention to me and i just want to have a peaceful life. All of these traits go against what modern females want. Ive been attending church all my life and while most problems men confess about is lust, most women confess that "pride" is their issue. From my experiences with the church and blackpills, I'd say that more than half of the current female population (or most women in the west) are so hooked on attention and wanting to whore themselves that im starting to question how much of their rational brain is left.
This being said, ive also come to the conclusion that i dont even want to try to talk to females anymore. It's not like they even tried to talk to me, in fact, i dont think ive ever spoken to a female in a casual conversation in my entire fucking life. Most of the times when I was forced to talk to females, they either didnt want to talk to me and talked to someone else or they talked about how well chad fucked last night or some shit related to their tinder.
"No you fucking female. I don't want to hear about how you fucked some chad or how you want to hook up with that guy. I want that piece of paper that you were supposed to fucking give me you stupid whore."
ive realized that at this point, i dont want my women to speak. I dont want to hear their whore mouths to ramble on about how they want to be fucked by chad, just stay silent so I can enjoy looking at you, like a piece of artwork hanging on a museum wall. Something about the female without the ability to speak or think, just purely existing, like a blank slate, is something I find attractive. I want my women to be as quiet as night, but alive and breathing of course, as silence is bliss after all. I guess I do plan on buying really expensive and good looking sex dolls in the future, not just for the act of sex, but just admiring having a quiet female in my very presence. I just hope that these dolls really improve over the next couple of years before I buy one.
But can you blame me though? Most females these days have this "i am superior" complex because of the constant simping and the cancer that feminism is. Most women have no moral convictions, they want to whore themselves because "im strong and independent," they all have the same fucking interests, and most have fucked at least more than 3 guys. As much as I dont want to sound like a tradcuck, I always believed, and still do, that women should have been the gender that supports men, relaxes them, soothes them, remain a virgin before marriage, etc, but that is no longer the case as we can see what the current female has become.
This being said, ive also come to the conclusion that i dont even want to try to talk to females anymore. It's not like they even tried to talk to me, in fact, i dont think ive ever spoken to a female in a casual conversation in my entire fucking life. Most of the times when I was forced to talk to females, they either didnt want to talk to me and talked to someone else or they talked about how well chad fucked last night or some shit related to their tinder.
"No you fucking female. I don't want to hear about how you fucked some chad or how you want to hook up with that guy. I want that piece of paper that you were supposed to fucking give me you stupid whore."
ive realized that at this point, i dont want my women to speak. I dont want to hear their whore mouths to ramble on about how they want to be fucked by chad, just stay silent so I can enjoy looking at you, like a piece of artwork hanging on a museum wall. Something about the female without the ability to speak or think, just purely existing, like a blank slate, is something I find attractive. I want my women to be as quiet as night, but alive and breathing of course, as silence is bliss after all. I guess I do plan on buying really expensive and good looking sex dolls in the future, not just for the act of sex, but just admiring having a quiet female in my very presence. I just hope that these dolls really improve over the next couple of years before I buy one.
But can you blame me though? Most females these days have this "i am superior" complex because of the constant simping and the cancer that feminism is. Most women have no moral convictions, they want to whore themselves because "im strong and independent," they all have the same fucking interests, and most have fucked at least more than 3 guys. As much as I dont want to sound like a tradcuck, I always believed, and still do, that women should have been the gender that supports men, relaxes them, soothes them, remain a virgin before marriage, etc, but that is no longer the case as we can see what the current female has become.
