I'm currently failing college after barely passing the first year. I'm only smart in my technology major and pretty much no other core classes. I barely made it through high school as well due to the same problem. What's great about being subhuman as well is that obviously you have no support during the whole ordeal which leads to even less motivation and more problems. Chad has his harem of foids and friends meanwhile I am taking classes exclusively online and don't talk to many people other than my family. Going to actual classes last year was hell due to being talked down upon by professors and obviously females and classmates ignoring me and only speaking to me when required.
Shits expensive and I even tried busting my ass in a warehouse for peanuts since I'm not qualified for anything else and it's just not enough to finally move out of my parents place and not live in a cardboard box. I'd just collect neetbux like some people on here since I'm technically on the autistic spectrum due to having adhd as a kid, but I'm sure I don't qualify. I don't take medication for it anymore but I can definitely still feel the ADD portion of my condition. I personally just want a nice quiet and peaceful life in the desert somewhere where I don't owe anyone anything, nor see anyone and would just work remotely on my pc. It's pretty shitty knowing that probably won't happen. My life's pretty much the joke, "Your grades say marry rich but your face says study harder". It's fun knowing that studying harder isn't working and there's no possibility of me marrying anything let alone a rich female.
I'm fully expecting a complete massacre of my post in the comments but it feels good to vent regardless if anyone feels for me or not.
Shits expensive and I even tried busting my ass in a warehouse for peanuts since I'm not qualified for anything else and it's just not enough to finally move out of my parents place and not live in a cardboard box. I'd just collect neetbux like some people on here since I'm technically on the autistic spectrum due to having adhd as a kid, but I'm sure I don't qualify. I don't take medication for it anymore but I can definitely still feel the ADD portion of my condition. I personally just want a nice quiet and peaceful life in the desert somewhere where I don't owe anyone anything, nor see anyone and would just work remotely on my pc. It's pretty shitty knowing that probably won't happen. My life's pretty much the joke, "Your grades say marry rich but your face says study harder". It's fun knowing that studying harder isn't working and there's no possibility of me marrying anything let alone a rich female.
I'm fully expecting a complete massacre of my post in the comments but it feels good to vent regardless if anyone feels for me or not.
