Reize
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I always was the last one to be chosen when we were playing games or sports.
And when i finally got to be on a team (because i was the only one left) i was used to being told to go and play with the other team.
Which i gladly did because i've always been fucking autistic and i didn't understand that they didn't wanted me on their team. It only became obvious when the other team rejected me as well, then i went to the teacher and said that no team wanted me. So he told them to let me play in their team.
Even then, it was like not playing at all. We used to play soccer all the time (because mexico) so i either was the goalkeeper or the defense, i almost never had possesion on the ball, only when i took it from incoming rivals and i had to pass it to the middle of the field inmediatly after.
Instead of that, my passes were so bad that i often gave the ball back to the rival and a goal was scored against us.
I always dreamed of scoring a goal and being cheered and validated by your team.
Instead, when i scored my first goal (in penalties), the goalkeeper got made fun off because i scored him. Then he got mad at me and wanted to punch me, i was so scared that time...
And when i finally got to be on a team (because i was the only one left) i was used to being told to go and play with the other team.
Which i gladly did because i've always been fucking autistic and i didn't understand that they didn't wanted me on their team. It only became obvious when the other team rejected me as well, then i went to the teacher and said that no team wanted me. So he told them to let me play in their team.
Even then, it was like not playing at all. We used to play soccer all the time (because mexico) so i either was the goalkeeper or the defense, i almost never had possesion on the ball, only when i took it from incoming rivals and i had to pass it to the middle of the field inmediatly after.
Instead of that, my passes were so bad that i often gave the ball back to the rival and a goal was scored against us.
I always dreamed of scoring a goal and being cheered and validated by your team.
Instead, when i scored my first goal (in penalties), the goalkeeper got made fun off because i scored him. Then he got mad at me and wanted to punch me, i was so scared that time...