Venting [Bluepilled Fantasy] I want to be protected by a loving girlfriend, my true nature is that of a beta

[Deleted member 8353]

What I want more than anything is a foid who cares about me, who is loyal to me, and who would hold me in her arms and tell me that everything is going to be alright. We'd do lots of things together, like going for walks in nature, watching anime, cooking, and cuddling with each other. Her presence would make me feel safe, and I'd never feel alone again. Even while knowing that it isn't conducive to reality, I still want a foid to accept me for who I am, to not judge me for my face or failings, to simply accept me and tell me that I'm good enough.

No matter how much I used to try to purge this cucked longing, it never went away. It's funny how despite becoming blackpilled, my will is still overflowing with beta male desires, bluepilled notions, and passivity. Even knowing that I'm poor excuse for a man, that the real world is antithetical to my idea of happiness, I still don't change. It's clear that I am a broken machine.

How do I change? Is it even possible? I don't understand why I feel this way when it's inherently counterproductive.

 

[Ticcel]

I think that’s what a lot of us want. We just have to suppress though.

 

[LastGerman]

No matter how much I used to try to purge this cucked longing, it never went away.

Although we all know, it won't happen.

How do I change? Is it even possible? I don't understand why I feel this way when it's inherently counterproductive.

Only by resetting the brain. I wish it would be done by simply clicking the finger. Unfortunately this is a rough route to go.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

move towards self sufficiency

 

[Deleted member 8206]

I think its because our brains are accepting we cant be alpha and dominant with our body/personality traits and tries to cope that way.
Also might be due to some childhood traumas were girls bullied you and you unconsciously came to accept they have "power" over you if you ever get realationship. Im not sure i have this thing too though

 

[Sgtpinkie]

In a way, we're all hopecels for not roping.
I feel the same way man. Incels in reality just want someone to care about them.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I think its because our brains are accepting we cant be alpha and dominant with our body/personality traits and tries to cope that way.
Also might be due to some childhood traumas were girls bullied you and you unconsciously came to accept they have "power" over you if you ever get realationship. Im not sure i have this thing too though

Maybe, JFL at the thought of being bullied cucking me even now, we truly can't win.

I feel the same way man. Incels in reality just want someone to care about them.

Yeah that's probably most of it. I don't even fantasize about sex very often, just shit like this.

 

[Ticcel]

I think its because our brains are accepting we cant be alpha and dominant with our body/personality traits and tries to cope that way.
Also might be due to some childhood traumas were girls bullied you and you unconsciously came to accept they have "power" over you if you ever get realationship. Im not sure i have this thing too though

Good explanation tbh. Betas cling while alphas swing. They cling because of the lack availability though. Not love.

 

[Deleted member 8206]

Maybe, JFL at the thought of being bullied cucking me even now, we truly can't win.

i think after death you will be able to live in anime world for your suffering here

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Good explanation tbh. Betas cling while alphas swing. They cling because of the lack availability though. Not love.

Tfw you're not alpha

i think after death you will be able to live in anime world for your suffering here

I hope so, my existence has been a complete joke, that would surely be better.

 

[Parrtlord]

You arnt the only one bro.
I will send you a copy of my gentle femdom romance novel tonight if you want it. I only have 1 and a half chapters.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

You arnt the only one bro.
I will send you a copy of my gentle femdom romance novel tonight if you want it. I only have 1 and a half chapters.

You're writing a romance novel? My thoughts aren't coherent enough to write fiction tbh.

 

[Cuyen]

move towards self sufficiency

this tbh.

 

[Blanknight]

Lack of maternal love.

 

[Deleted member 17599]

You should start gymceling and become high T, then you don't need a girl to protect you

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Same man. Thats why escort is cope. I want validation

I think its because our brains are accepting we cant be alpha and dominant with our body/personality traits and tries to cope that way.
Also might be due to some childhood traumas were girls bullied you and you unconsciously came to accept they have "power" over you if you ever get realationship. Im not sure i have this thing too though

hmm wasnt really bullied by them but I guess most ignored me and two have said eww to my face.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Im not sure what causes my condition. Maybe im just too weak.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Only by resetting the brain. I wish it would be done by simply clicking the finger. Unfortunately this is a rough route to go.

 

[GowkBird]

this cucked longing

It's not cucked, it's just impossible with modern foids.

beta male

I have a lot of thoughts on this "beta" "alpha" shit. Alpha's always fighting each other to be real alpha, so no one can be alpha for a long time. Drink a cup of victoriousness (does that word exist?) and pay for it drinking a fucking bucket of defeats is stupid. Also alpha who takes everything and others who working on him is complete unjustice so that type of relationship (alpha beta gamma omega) should be erased from humanity. So you should not be ashamed of this "beta" dreams.

Even knowing that I'm poor excuse for a man, that the real world is antithetical to my idea of happiness, I still don't change.

Because you can't, that's not how it works.

How do I change? Is it even possible? I don't understand why I feel this way when it's inherently counterproductive.

It's not worth it, trying act like "alpha" for... for what? Being not dominant is hard because other dominants will take advantage, saying that they have rights to do that is victim-shaming ( )crime justification, it's way more reasonable to punish them than let people be exploited or try to be like them (i'm not a commie, capitalism is about brains - the main muscle of modernity not about dominance and simple muscles). The one thing you actually can and should do is start to collect money so you can buy your robo-waifu in the future.

 

[Braincel14w]

It's a cruel joke that the more you want a loving relationship, the less desireable it makes you in the mind of a foid.

 

[Yuhuhu]

The only solution is a robot waifu

 

[Damo the incel]

Im not sure what causes my condition. Maybe im just too weak.

Just hit the gym and get bigger, women love muscles bro

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I have a lot of thoughts on this "beta" "alpha" shit. Alpha's always fighting each other to be real alpha, so no one can be alpha for a long time. Drink a cup of victoriousness (does that word exist?) and pay for it drinking a fucking bucket of defeats is stupid. Also alpha who takes everything and others who working on him is complete unjustice so that type of relationship (alpha beta gamma omega) should be erased from humanity. So you should not be ashamed of this "beta" dreams.

Yeah humans are pretty stupid, but you see the same thing happen to animals. They mutilate each other to decide who will have a few seconds of pleasure. Nature is fucked.

It's not worth it, trying act like "alpha" for... for what? Being not dominant is hard because other dominants will take advantage, saying that they have rights to do that is victim-shaming ( )crime justification, it's way more reasonable to punish them than let people be exploited or try to be like them (i'm not a commie, capitalism is about brains - the main muscle of modernity not about dominance and simple muscles). The one thing you actually can and should do is start to collect money so you can buy your robo-waifu in the future.

I can't change anyway, probably nothing short of frontal lobe damage will make any difference. I just find it odd that I feel this way, there must be some theoretically productive reason for it, but none that make entirely obvious sense. Perhaps I subconsciously know that I will fail at being dominant, so I take the next best approach in hopes of success.

It's a cruel joke that the more you want a loving relationship, the less desireable it makes you in the mind of a foid.

The feeling is mutual tbh. I want a relationship with a foid, while simultaneously being aware that I actually can't stand anything about them.

 

[GowkBird]

I can't change anyway, probably nothing short of frontal lobe damage will make any difference. I just find it odd that I feel this way, there must be some theoretically productive reason for it, but none that make entirely obvious sense. Perhaps I subconsciously know that I will fail at being dominant, so I take the next best approach in hopes of success.

I mentioned that it's ok to not being dominant, and no one dominant person should use you in some way just because you don't. For sadness of many mans there is not womens which you described. The only hope is robo-waifu or genetically modified women.

 

[Yuhuhu]

Im the same way, i want to be dominated by a foid and i want to be babied and fixed

Same

 

[Sans]

Incels in reality just want someone to care about them.

If we had this basic human right, none of us would be incels. Yet somehow, we’re the bad guys.

 

[GameDevCel]

What I want more than anything is a foid who cares about me, who is loyal to me, and who would hold me in her arms and tell me that everything is going to be alright. We'd do lots of things together, like going for walks in nature, watching anime, cooking, and cuddling with each other. Her presence would make me feel safe, and I'd never feel alone again. Even while knowing that it isn't conducive to reality, I still want a foid to accept me for who I am, to not judge me for my face or failings, to simply accept me and tell me that I'm good enough.

No matter how much I used to try to purge this cucked longing, it never went away. It's funny how despite becoming blackpilled, my will is still overflowing with beta male desires, bluepilled notions, and passivity. Even knowing that I'm poor excuse for a man, that the real world is antithetical to my idea of happiness, I still don't change. It's clear that I am a broken machine.

How do I change? Is it even possible? I don't understand why I feel this way when it's inherently counterproductive.

pretty much, male hormones are unstopable

 

[Yuhuhu]

What I want more than anything is a foid who cares about me, who is loyal to me, and who would hold me in her arms and tell me that everything is going to be alright. We'd do lots of things together, like going for walks in nature, watching anime, cooking, and cuddling with each other. Her presence would make me feel safe, and I'd never feel alone again. Even while knowing that it isn't conducive to reality, I still want a foid to accept me for who I am, to not judge me for my face or failings, to simply accept me and tell me that I'm good enough.

No matter how much I used to try to purge this cucked longing, it never went away. It's funny how despite becoming blackpilled, my will is still overflowing with beta male desires, bluepilled notions, and passivity. Even knowing that I'm poor excuse for a man, that the real world is antithetical to my idea of happiness, I still don't change. It's clear that I am a broken machine.

How do I change? Is it even possible? I don't understand why I feel this way when it's inherently counterproductive.

The woman you're looking for, even Chad won't ever find her tbh. So it's kind of useless to ever think the only barrier that's keeping you from getting such a girl is only looks.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

The woman you're looking for, even Chad won't ever find her tbh. So it's kind of useless to ever think the only barrier that's keeping you from getting such a girl is only looks.

You're right, that's why I acknowledged that this is bluepilled. However my looks prevent me from getting any girl, so at the end of the day my complaining about not owning a spaceship is just as valid as a rant about not owning a car. Assuming I have access to neither, then they're both equally inaccessible to me.

 

[Yuhuhu]

You're right, that's why I acknowledged that this is bluepilled. However my looks prevent me from getting any girl, so at the end of the day my complaining about not owning a spaceship is just as valid as a rant about not owning a car. Assuming I have access to neither, then they're both equally inaccessible to me.

You and I are quite similar in the type of women we like, man.

It hurts

 

[HighTGymcel]

yes bro

 

[Cuyen]

bro you seriously need to inject T tbh im not kidding

 

[Deleted member 16455]

bro you seriously need to inject T tbh im not kidding

I used to desire that too. But I acknowledged that it will never happen

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

Just run the, "kicked out of the village due to suspicion of being infected by yoma blood, and then rescued by a lonely wandering claymore game."

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In all honesty, this is what I want as well. For example, if I am being charged by a hungry lion, I want my hypothetical girlfriend to love me to such an extent that she would jump in front of the lion without any hesitation, and sacrifice herself in place of me. The thought of harm coming my way should be so unbearable to her, so painful, that her fear of being eaten or mauled by a lion would be overshadowed and she would jump into harms way just to protect me.

Well, of course, I don't actually want for any of that to happen, but honestly, if you don't want this type of a love; you literary are an unevolved ape, incapable of higher human emotions and should be loaded into a cannon and fired into the sun.


Isn't this what everyone wants? I would like to think that it is...but then why is everyone acting like complete degenerates and treating one another like disposable worthless objects.

This is why female virginity is so important. Women lose their ability to bond after the first partner...and honestly, if you had multiple partners...people to you ARE nothing more than disposable objects that you discard after they have served their role of amusement/entertainment; love is honestly just pussy pleasure and free stuff to such an individual.


Honestly, even If I had Chads appearance, I would still choose and prefer only 1 woman that LOVES me and I love in return.

Promiscuity/hook up culture on the whole is honestly either social engineering aimed at destabilizing society for economical/geo-political reasons...or there's just honestly so many non evolved humans walking around.
You only need 1 woman to bust your nuts, I don't even understand the whole slaying as much pussy as possible, its one of the most foreign/alien concepts to me.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

Not gonna lie being dominated thrown around and having a THICK MUSCULAR AMAZON FICTIONAL woman sit on my face, is a fetish of mine. Not real woman tho.

 

[Tempus Edax Rerum]

Not gonna lie being dominated thrown around and having a THICK MUSCULAR AMAZON FICTIONAL woman sit on my face, is a fetish of mine. Not real woman tho.

Lol as my eyes indirectly glanced over your reply, I thought I saw the word domesticated.... I imagined "wild jungle Melvin" being tamed by a woman of Steel...

 

[misanthropekun]

i think after death you will be able to live in anime world for your suffering here

I used to wish for this, but now I wish for the same as when I was a kid;nonexistence or to just vanish like if I never happened in the first place, so I am not recalled to this world, afterlife or any other.
I can't fathom a world without beings suffering for the benefit of others, somekind of aging system and deterioration. What's the point of reaching a better world if it's gonna fall down in front of your powerless eyes, even if it existed and was beautiful for a few years, I'd rather keep it as a fantasy without twisting it by failing into reality.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Just run the, "kicked out of the village due to suspicion of being infected by yoma blood, and then rescued by a lonely wandering claymore game."

JFL, if only bro.

Honestly, even If I had Chads appearance, I would still choose and prefer only 1 woman that LOVES me and I love in return.

Promiscuity/hook up culture on the whole is honestly either social engineering aimed at destabilizing society for economical/geo-political reasons...or there's just honestly so many non evolved humans walking around.
You only need 1 woman to bust your nuts, I don't even understand the whole slaying as much pussy as possible, its one of the most foreign/alien concepts to me.

Same for me. Although tbh, even if I we're Chad slaying would be relatively difficult for me, at least psychologically. I have the brain of a dysfunctional social retard, and be touched by people I don't know very well stresses me out.

 

[Parrtlord]

Not gonna lie, you like most people here go against the narrative cucktears peddles

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Not gonna lie, you like most people here go against the narrative cucktears peddles

While that's certainly true, they still cherrypick the hell out of my posts and attack me with strawman arguments. Cucktears is garbage, nothing more than a bullying sub which low status humans frequent, as to laugh at men they perceive to be even worse off than themselves, while simultaneously virtue signaling about what "good people" they are.

 

[Parrtlord]

While that's certainly true, they still cherrypick the hell out of my posts and attack me with strawman arguments. Cucktears is garbage, nothing more than a bullying sub which low status humans frequent, as to laugh at men they perceive to be even worse off than themselves, while simultaneously virtue signaling about what "good people" they are.

Yes, they want the cherrys to define you..
I am too fucking smart, whenever I make a "controversial" post, I make sure I cram things that go against their narrative in there, so they can't feature it..

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I am too fucking smart, whenever I make a "controversial" post, I make sure I cram things that go against their narrative in there, so they can't feature it..

Ngl that seems like a decent way to avoid attention from reddit. Maybe I need to include more of this type of content, that or more racepills, they seem to stay away from both.

 

[Yuhuhu]

While that's certainly true, they still cherrypick the hell out of my posts and attack me with strawman arguments. Cucktears is garbage, nothing more than a bullying sub which low status humans frequent, as to laugh at men they perceive to be even worse off than themselves, while simultaneously virtue signaling about what "good people" they are.

Nonetheless, their obsession with proving us wrong is kind of disturbing.

 

[Cuyen]

Lack of maternal love.

 

[BrettyBoy]

I believe there are some decent girls out there but rarely which is why I say ‘most’ when I refer to the female gender because I believe it’s just the majority of the female gender that is bad.

 

[Insomniac]

I believe there are some decent girls out there but rarely which is why I say ‘most’ when I refer to the female gender because I believe it’s just the majority of the female gender that is bad.

Cope.

 

[BrettyBoy]

Cope.

Not even coping. Just an actual belief. There are billions of females in the world.

 

[Michael15651]

In a way, we're all hopecels for not roping.
I feel the same way man. Incels in reality just want someone to care about them.

Yet that's apparently too much to ask for.