Well, here i am again,I guess the saying its true.. once you go black 
you can never go back.I m 22 now still a kissless, hugless, handholdless incel.Still no gf.Im suprised i was smart enough to realise it was over years ago.It all started at 18 when i first started noticing i was balding, fastforward 2 years and im a NW2 incel who hates women with all of his heart.Every day wishing they would vanish from the face of earth.Literally a misogynist from all these years of neglection.I was blackpilled so hard but luckily i came across this forum.It gave me some hope, some kind of sympathy that there are other guys here who feel the same things that i do.I remember i would read all these posts and threads then proceed to blackpill some autist guys i used to hang out with and my homie who ive been friends for 8+ years now.Poor guy didnt deserve this.Once he thought it was over for him from all the blackpill i gave him cuz he couldnt find a gf at the time although hes a high tier normie..borderline chadlite.2019 comes in..new year, new me,new bullshit.I made a promise to myself that i would give it my all and maxx out myself to find a girl.And so i went gymmaxing,started hair therapy,started mewing,asked my hommie for advice,vommited the blackpill,swallowed the redpill(didnt digest it tho),left this forum, left r9k(4chan)
started meditation,went vegan all the bs u could think of.My guy saw me trying my best and proposed we go on a double date with 2 girls he knew at the time.I said this is my chance to escape inceldom and accepted.Went on the date ,wore my best clothes,fresh haircut to hide the baldness only to be greeted by 2/10 ethnic landwhale and 5/10 cutie.I said fuck it lets aim for the plain jane but little did i know that i would get mogged to death by my best friend who altought tried to pass the conversation to me,the 2 roasties would pay little to no attention to me and drool over him.He actually ended up hooking up with the plain jane which made me really depressed and when he asked me if i was ok with it i brushed it off with a smile.Months go by but the dms are still dry..Start of 2020 i was walking one day when i meet an old friend who hadnt seen me in years.First thing he says when he sees me instead of" Hey Jew,long time no see how u've been?" was "Holy shit Jew , are u balding?" "i cant believe it" , "what happened to you" then proceeded to brag about all his achievements with girls all these years while i stood there frozen.Then it hit me.. i went home,straight to bed ,crying literally typing blackpill on youtube when i came across saint hamudi and a video about baldcels which made me realise how delusional i ve been all this time.Here i am now back to the old habits.NW3 with crown thinning, my shit literally looks like a N64 controller..Life is hard man u cant imagine what it feels life to wake up ,see your self in the mirror and still be bald and ugly.That shit aint funny life..it aint funny.Dad calls me a failure, moms bitching about when im gonna go get a girl,hommie gave up on me ,i mean i dont wanna rope or go ER i guess ill just ldar idk..Hows life for you guys? i still see some familiar names here
tl;dr: if you are balding ..its over for you buddy boyo.
you can never go back.I m 22 now still a kissless, hugless, handholdless incel.Still no gf.Im suprised i was smart enough to realise it was over years ago.It all started at 18 when i first started noticing i was balding, fastforward 2 years and im a NW2 incel who hates women with all of his heart.Every day wishing they would vanish from the face of earth.Literally a misogynist from all these years of neglection.I was blackpilled so hard but luckily i came across this forum.It gave me some hope, some kind of sympathy that there are other guys here who feel the same things that i do.I remember i would read all these posts and threads then proceed to blackpill some autist guys i used to hang out with and my homie who ive been friends for 8+ years now.Poor guy didnt deserve this.Once he thought it was over for him from all the blackpill i gave him cuz he couldnt find a gf at the time although hes a high tier normie..borderline chadlite.2019 comes in..new year, new me,new bullshit.I made a promise to myself that i would give it my all and maxx out myself to find a girl.And so i went gymmaxing,started hair therapy,started mewing,asked my hommie for advice,vommited the blackpill,swallowed the redpill(didnt digest it tho),left this forum, left r9k(4chan)started meditation,went vegan all the bs u could think of.My guy saw me trying my best and proposed we go on a double date with 2 girls he knew at the time.I said this is my chance to escape inceldom and accepted.Went on the date ,wore my best clothes,fresh haircut to hide the baldness only to be greeted by 2/10 ethnic landwhale and 5/10 cutie.I said fuck it lets aim for the plain jane but little did i know that i would get mogged to death by my best friend who altought tried to pass the conversation to me,the 2 roasties would pay little to no attention to me and drool over him.He actually ended up hooking up with the plain jane which made me really depressed and when he asked me if i was ok with it i brushed it off with a smile.Months go by but the dms are still dry..Start of 2020 i was walking one day when i meet an old friend who hadnt seen me in years.First thing he says when he sees me instead of" Hey Jew,long time no see how u've been?" was "Holy shit Jew , are u balding?" "i cant believe it" , "what happened to you" then proceeded to brag about all his achievements with girls all these years while i stood there frozen.Then it hit me.. i went home,straight to bed ,crying literally typing blackpill on youtube when i came across saint hamudi and a video about baldcels which made me realise how delusional i ve been all this time.Here i am now back to the old habits.NW3 with crown thinning, my shit literally looks like a N64 controller..Life is hard man u cant imagine what it feels life to wake up ,see your self in the mirror and still be bald and ugly.That shit aint funny life..it aint funny.Dad calls me a failure, moms bitching about when im gonna go get a girl,hommie gave up on me ,i mean i dont wanna rope or go ER i guess ill just ldar idk..Hows life for you guys? i still see some familiar names here
tl;dr: if you are balding ..its over for you buddy boyo.
