I WISH I HAD ANOTHER BIRD TO KEEP ME COMPANY
I WISH I WASNT ALL ALONE IN THIS CAGE
I WISH THEY DIDNT THROW AWAY THE KEY WHEN I WAS A KID
I WISH I GREW UP IN FREEDOM
I WISH I WISH I WISH
but im all alone , 24/7 , staring at these bars in apathy
when i was younger , i still had this fighting spirit
i still raged
i still flapped my wings and tried to learn how to fly , even in isolation
even if it was futile
i still tried to succeed against all odds
i still hoped that someday they would come back with the keys and open my cage
i , i , i ,i , i, i,i i,i i,i i,i ,i i,i i,i i
But now
i have accepted my place , i shook the hands of fate
and im just laying in this cage , like a corpse , numb , waiting around to die
Wings broken
eyes empty
defeated
anticipating nothing from Life
only more of the same downward spiral
which i have grown accustomed to
And when i sleep
i dream about spreading my wings ,
i dream about flying out of this cage , out of the window , onto the street
but in Reality , even if i did , even if i managed to
, i would be blinded by the sun , blinded by the light
My wings would be too atrophied
i would fall to the ground
and i would end up under the wheels of a car
roadkill
not going out with a bang
just with a disgusting , wet , crunching sound as my bones are broken and my blood is painted on the asphalt
and the driver wouldn't even notice
this is how it will end
Autism
