dirtykombatcel
dropkicks for equality
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Back when I saw his video in 2014, when I was 13 and not very concerned with girls, I saw him exactly the way the world wanted me to see him: A brain-damaged psychopath.
Even in 2017-2018, back when I was already browsing incel forums for about 2 years, I still thought he went overboard too much and that no one deserves the pain he brought them.
But the more I developed my self-esteem along those years, the more I've come to understand what I deserve as well, and the more I understood him.
No, I don't deserve to be cast away just because I'm uglier. I don't have to listen to gaslighting and other similar bullshit.
I don't have to "wait because it'll come eventually". I don't have to hit the gym, develop my "personality", go through endless, millions of fictional hoops while chads and normies have SHIT handed to them just because.
It really reminds me of this old gem
All we ever do is lose. We just find different ways to reach that conclusion time and time again as we live.
It's an endless cycle of pain and pseudo-rewards until the end of your time, simply because you weren't born with a few extra millimeters of bone.
The reason you are constantly lied to and gaslighted is because (((they))) don't want you to EVER internalize the TRUTH. Because doing so would mean their destruction: a bunch of lonely virgins realizing they don't have a single reason to live for. And, especially, nothing to lose.
A lot of incels find out the real truth of their reality when its far too late. When they're too old to care anymore, too old to have a libido or care much about the world they're in. And that's what (((they))) want. To delay the inevitable realization as much as they can, until the point where you wouldn't be able to do anything about it.
Of course you don't care about any of this.
Of course you wouldn't give a shit about all those incel forums if you had a girlfriend.
Of course you wouldn't care about the situation if you were out of it, it's human nature.
There is no inherent morality in all of this. We're not necessarily the better people, just the people who happened to see reality from a certain perspective. There is no such thing as "the better people" because there is no such thing as genuine good in people whatsoever, every bit of "good" feelings that are ever pumped into your brain are the result of a certain transaction your head deemed successful. No impulse is authentic, everything is masterfully planned out by the infinite connections inside your mind.
And thus there is nothing that makes (((them))) "good". Or us "evil". Things and situations simply exist.
So, considering ALL of the above, I want IT (or some positivecel around here) to give me ONE logical, rational reason why I shouldn't just give into my hate.
Since reality, society and principles seem so maleable (and since this world has used morality solely for the benefits of the upper classes), why can't I just make my own justice?
Even in 2017-2018, back when I was already browsing incel forums for about 2 years, I still thought he went overboard too much and that no one deserves the pain he brought them.
But the more I developed my self-esteem along those years, the more I've come to understand what I deserve as well, and the more I understood him.
No, I don't deserve to be cast away just because I'm uglier. I don't have to listen to gaslighting and other similar bullshit.
I don't have to "wait because it'll come eventually". I don't have to hit the gym, develop my "personality", go through endless, millions of fictional hoops while chads and normies have SHIT handed to them just because.
It really reminds me of this old gem
All we ever do is lose. We just find different ways to reach that conclusion time and time again as we live.
It's an endless cycle of pain and pseudo-rewards until the end of your time, simply because you weren't born with a few extra millimeters of bone.
The reason you are constantly lied to and gaslighted is because (((they))) don't want you to EVER internalize the TRUTH. Because doing so would mean their destruction: a bunch of lonely virgins realizing they don't have a single reason to live for. And, especially, nothing to lose.
A lot of incels find out the real truth of their reality when its far too late. When they're too old to care anymore, too old to have a libido or care much about the world they're in. And that's what (((they))) want. To delay the inevitable realization as much as they can, until the point where you wouldn't be able to do anything about it.
Of course you don't care about any of this.
Of course you wouldn't give a shit about all those incel forums if you had a girlfriend.
Of course you wouldn't care about the situation if you were out of it, it's human nature.
There is no inherent morality in all of this. We're not necessarily the better people, just the people who happened to see reality from a certain perspective. There is no such thing as "the better people" because there is no such thing as genuine good in people whatsoever, every bit of "good" feelings that are ever pumped into your brain are the result of a certain transaction your head deemed successful. No impulse is authentic, everything is masterfully planned out by the infinite connections inside your mind.
And thus there is nothing that makes (((them))) "good". Or us "evil". Things and situations simply exist.
So, considering ALL of the above, I want IT (or some positivecel around here) to give me ONE logical, rational reason why I shouldn't just give into my hate.
Since reality, society and principles seem so maleable (and since this world has used morality solely for the benefits of the upper classes), why can't I just make my own justice?