Did anyone else kinda break their brain by rotting for years?

[Deleted member 7448]

I've been rotting since I was still a kid, so that's gotta make it worse.

I can't for the life of me focus on anything for more than a few minutes. I get bored quickly, I enjoy nothing (definitely got anhedonia).

I basically vegetated my whole life. Even paralyzed people have probably laid in best less than me. And if I'm not actively forced to by circumstances, I don't do anything but rot.

Seriously, nowadays I can't even play more intensive games, much less do something useful.

No wonder I ended up watching the same few sitcoms on repeat for years. There's some series I've watched for 50 fucking times, the whole 9 seasons, over and over again. My brain is mush.

 

[cutthroat]

The more I became lonely the more I became the high inhib piece of shit I am now. I started abusing drugs and now it's completely fucked up my life and my brain now feels mushed up.
It's just LDAR for me. I've even developed a tolerance to the drugs I abused. Life is literally 1000x more of a death sentence than it was 5 years ago.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

The more I became lonely the more I became the high inhib piece of shit I am now. I started abusing drugs and now it's completely fucked up my life and my brain now feels mushed up.
It's just LDAR for me. I've even developed a tolerance to the drugs I abused. Life is literally 1000x more of a death sentence than it was 5 years ago.

 

[Justdone]

I’m starting to learn how to keep eye contact again but I still have to lie about my social life when asked about it. We don’t have motivation because we know it won’t go anywhere further than a completed task so ya lie in wait by rotting

 

[Tenshi]

I feel you bro ngl

it definitely got worse recently, the only thing I'm still able to do is to post here and listen to music, cuz it's passive as fuck

 

[mNFwTJ3wz9]

My brain is mush.

Tbh ngl

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

It’s getting there

 

[Deleted member 6753]

yeah i have regressed and have no attention span any more

 

[ionlycopenow]

I am low IQ now

 

[Deleted member 24293]

I feel you bro ngl

it definitely got worse recently, the only thing I'm still able to do is to post here and listen to music, cuz it's passive as fuck

Tfw your favorite video game gets boring after you just started it

 

[Sportbro]

yeah i have regressed and have no attention span any more

Same. Can't focus at all now. Tasks that were easy are now hard

 

[Alone75]

I did get to the point after long-term involuntary neetdom where basic tasks became difficult, but I'm better since I got work again. Relationship and sex-wise I'm toast though now I think, I will have to try going to an escort though and hopefully I'll get it up.