- Jun 22, 2018
Yeah I totally understand what you are saying.i really don´t know. when you are born in germany and then visit other countries - most of the time you are shocked how shithole-like most of them are. dirt on the street and such stuff.. the same level i just can find in european countries. but - they are all cucked. that is the problem now. USA, Africa, Russia = never. i have really no idea. i don´t want to leave - but i am forced to do it. how much shit can a human being take? i have thought about south america. but when you look at the crime rates you are shocked. when they hear i am from germany - they think i have money and then they kill me. but i am broke like shit- thats the other problem. so it seems to myself that i have no real answer to your question. i am just trapped here. and probably i do not have the correct will-power to make my imaginary thoughts reality. to much depressions and my personality already feels like i am just a shadow of myself. probably their is a country where i maybe can go to. but its too hot there and there is nothing. its over.