Drug addiction

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Anyone else a complete addict?

You never get over drug addiction.

Nothing comes close. Nothing will ever compare to that massive release of dopamine/serotonin/happy chemicals/whatever the fuck it is that causes you to feel so much pleasure when getting high off drugs. AA meetings, therapy, none of that does ANYTHING. All of those people sat desperately trying to convince themselves that they're done with alcohol, they're enjoying a new leash on life...it's all complete and utter bullshit.
 
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yea i don'r think i'll ever do drugs for this specific reason
 
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A gf would I guess, being in love is like cocaine I have heard. Tfw no natural high.
 
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@quinn24 thoughts?
 
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Yeah of course. Why would you want to 'get over' it though?
 
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Anyone else a complete addict?

You never get over drug addiction.

Nothing comes close. Nothing will ever compare to that massive release of dopamine/serotonin/happy chemicals/whatever the fuck it is that causes you to feel so much pleasure when getting high off drugs. AA meetings, therapy, none of that does ANYTHING. All of those people sat desperately trying to convince themselves that they're done with alcohol, they're enjoying a new leash on life...it's all complete and utter bullshit.

Where do you get your drug.
M yonly drug right now is porn and im trying to stop.
 
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I smoked pot in university

But i didn't inhale
 
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I used to binge drink and smoke a ton of weed back in college and a few years after.

Don't think I was ever properly addicted to it tho since I just gradually quit and swapped over to digital copes due to hangovers getting so brutal that booze was not worth the suffering that followed and weed fucking with my lungs and repeatedly giving me pneumonia.

Fuck meatspace in general, its just where I store my body now. Living in digital worlds has been the greatest cope ever.
 
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Saddam

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you dont fear the law?
by darknet, you mean Tor Browser and onion sites?
I absolutely despise police and anyone who supports any form of prohibition, but no I can't say I actively fear them. My opsec is garbage and I have ordered off the darknet well over 100 times. And yeah tor/onions.
 
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Nothing comes close. Nothing will ever compare to that massive release of dopamine/serotonin/happy chemicals/whatever the fuck it is that causes you to feel so much pleasure when getting high off drugs.
This is exactly why (a) there are so many addicts & (b) even doctors and other experts have high rates of both addiction and suicide from drugs. Because, despite the BS rhetoric the "mental health" industry shoves down our throats, life really is, often enough, shit. And the only way humans can get through it is with very powerful distractions--like drugs, religion, promiscuity... "Bad" habits are so common because the alternatives aren't effective enough.
 
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Fuck meatspace in general, its just where I store my body now. Living in digital worlds has been the greatest cope ever.
 
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not consistenly. maybe in the future
 
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I want to tbh but i don't know how to get them bc i don't go outside of my house besides i'm a neet so i have no money :feelsrope:
 
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I'm an alcoholic.
I've tried everything from meth to LSD to ketamine though.
 
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@quinn24 thoughts?
I don't have the money to be on drugs all of the time or have a physical addiction

But I despise being sober
 
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Porn is worse than most drugs.
 
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Used to smoke weed every day, but stopped.
 
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