[Blackpill] Every time I'm drunk I feel I can change

FinnCel

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And then I sober up and notice nothing can be done.

Anyways, I'm drunk again.
I might try to go to rehab next week because this is starting to become a problem again
 
NEETAndTidy

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Thats just the alcohol talking.
 
EthnicelNL

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I really want to quit.
If you have other ways I can damage my body, I am listening
do magic truffles once every 2 week and monkmaxx other days.
 
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do magic truffles once every 2 week and monkmaxx other days.
Hard to get them right now (winter)
There are tons of shrooms in northern Finland before winter
 
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FinnCel

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Weed and opioids.
I have to find a new dealer as my old one died.

Any suggestions?


I've done both and liked them.
Although weed kinda fucks with my heart as I have arhytmia
 
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I have to find a new dealer as my old one died.

Any suggestions?


I've done both and liked them.
Although weed kinda fucks with my heart as I have arhytmia
Any opioid is good. Pills are my favorite. Snort them and they hit you faster.
 
gnomen1

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Get help man. Alcohol is a solvent, it will fuck you up long term.

You should do like the rest of us, replace the specific addiction to alcohol with food. Binge eating really lights up the reward-centres of the brain.
 
quinn24

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Any opioid is good. Pills are my favorite. Snort them and they hit you faster.
kind of seems like anything besides heroin is expensive as fuck tbh

though i don't have a prescription for anything
 
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kind of seems like anything besides heroin is expensive as fuck tbh

though i don't have a prescription for anything
True. It's all pretty expensive

Just injure yourself and get a prescription tbh
 
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kind of seems like anything besides heroin is expensive as fuck tbh

though i don't have a prescription for anything
I heard meth is pretty cheap...
But it's kinda not available here.
All they sell is regular speed
 
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I heard meth is pretty cheap...
But it's kinda not available here.
All they sell is regular speed
Heroin would be better.

Meth is garbage
 
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I heard meth is pretty cheap...
But it's kinda not available here.
All they sell is regular speed
my issue with meth is that i don't want to nosleep or deal with a shit comedown

i find that lsd is pretty stimulating although it's a psychedelic
 
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damn bro over for you.
good luck

I think too that you should try substituting alcohol with something better. it's such a bad drug.
 
FinnCel

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damn bro over for you.
good luck

I think too that you should try substituting alcohol with something better. it's such a bad drug.
I know.
I don't even get why it is legal.

Well, at least I haven't roped. Thank you, alcohol!
 
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my issue with meth is that i don't want to nosleep or deal with a shit comedown

i find that lsd is pretty stimulating although it's a psychedelic
LSD is a fantastic drug
 
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How do you get drugs if you never leave the house?
I know some drug dealers from highschool and over time theyve gotten me into contact with newer people.
 
Modus Coperandi

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I know.
I don't even get why it is legal.

Well, at least I haven't roped. Thank you, alcohol!
how often and what do you drink anyway? maybe you can figure out a way to still drink but in a more healthy way.
 
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Thats why alcohol is the cope
 
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Amphetamines would give you that feeling
 
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Where there is hope there is cope
 
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I have given up alcohol until March 1st. I can't afford to drink too much as until November 10th I am still holding on to hope of ascension.
 
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just fucking lol if you're not alcoholcelling
 
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Beer makes me fat, but I can't stop drinking it, it tastes so good and eases your mind.
 
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