THE TRUE HONKLER
卐 Snuff Artist 卐
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everything we do is for social approval, its like we, i am bound to confroming, its no choice of anyone, we want to be free, to so something else, to do something else, but there isn't any such thing to do, than to be an npc, and any higher consciouness and self awareness just for me is rubbed away in a normie social realm, god, there even things we want to do but the fabric of being itself makes it not even possible to think of.
its torture to place ur self in anothers shoes to see how they view you considering how i view them, i do not want to be to others what they are to me, but i am my enemy, we have no choice, a bad person is only as such because of a small vid of him or her where they do what i do, but i dont get caught, or we dont do what they do because we were lucky.
i hate desire, desire is hell, torture, but if i died now, it would be the same meaningless way i view when others die, just another set of pixels on a screen and just another abstract story, as aoppossed to some person out of a million who can fill the emotional and desires of someone who is called a friend.
we are degens, we are forced to do evil for better, otherwise we wouldn't do anything if something better is equal to what is now, so now must be worse.
desires are torture, they make you weak, and uncontent, but without them you suffer what you have, unless you enjoy now, your current state, but that makes you evil
everyone is ill these days insane, before we were all gray bricks, a million of them, but now we are rainbow brick,a million of them, were we are to do bad, but an expectionlay bad person falls pray to the criticsm of the lesser evils he did, we on .co all shit talk each other, yet it achives not an inch closer to our ideals.
thinking is hell, we need to see real things, real people, but me, a neuotic person create our own chaos, and are sensitive to chaos, yet desire supreme order, order is intelligence, but order is bad when it cements chaos
its torture to place ur self in anothers shoes to see how they view you considering how i view them, i do not want to be to others what they are to me, but i am my enemy, we have no choice, a bad person is only as such because of a small vid of him or her where they do what i do, but i dont get caught, or we dont do what they do because we were lucky.
i hate desire, desire is hell, torture, but if i died now, it would be the same meaningless way i view when others die, just another set of pixels on a screen and just another abstract story, as aoppossed to some person out of a million who can fill the emotional and desires of someone who is called a friend.
we are degens, we are forced to do evil for better, otherwise we wouldn't do anything if something better is equal to what is now, so now must be worse.
desires are torture, they make you weak, and uncontent, but without them you suffer what you have, unless you enjoy now, your current state, but that makes you evil
everyone is ill these days insane, before we were all gray bricks, a million of them, but now we are rainbow brick,a million of them, were we are to do bad, but an expectionlay bad person falls pray to the criticsm of the lesser evils he did, we on .co all shit talk each other, yet it achives not an inch closer to our ideals.
thinking is hell, we need to see real things, real people, but me, a neuotic person create our own chaos, and are sensitive to chaos, yet desire supreme order, order is intelligence, but order is bad when it cements chaos
