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I'm slowly destroying myself. Love and help ain't working so I started taking pills and drinking a lot more. There is a constant war inside my head, at this point it's beyond girls, it's just being happy and feeling loved. I'm not going to be here for next year and I want it to hurt everyone who pushed me away, every girl that turned me down, my parents who said "just get over it" how the fuck is just getting over it going to help a chemical problem in my sick filthy brain.
