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SuicideFuel fried brain wasted life

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IamJacksBrokenHeart

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i feel like i completely lost control
i lost all autonomy

Im like a robot
a slave to my instincts
just going through the motions
each day each night
each post each Thread i make
like a zombie

My brain is completely atrohpied
just operating on it's basic functions
sleep all day
stare at the screen all night
eat shitty food from a can
repeat
repeat

i need to consume more
try to stimulate my fucked up dopamine receptors
hoping for a response
i just want to feel that shiver down my spine again
want to feel like im actually alive
want to lie to myself until i believe it

i , i , i , i ,i
i want to be comfortable
be happy with this fucked up way of Life
cause i can't face reality
i tried

so i will continue searching for new copes
new ways to erase the pain
to immerse myself into something
anything that makes the pain go away

i don't want to look into the mirror
im afraid of the rope
 
Nothing else to do but that
 
I read every word
 

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