Serious Fuck man I'm scared of the rope

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

It's not decided yet but let's be real: I will not necessarily be able to improve my looks to the point of becoming chadlite. I have money to eat well and live decently which I haven't been doing so far but now I will, a chill job that allows to sleep more than enough time (which again I'll start doing instead of browsing the internet and shit), and about to start drugging myself somehow to deal with the anxiety (again, not to cope, but to improve the situation, because being 24/7 nervous isn't healthy and makes me look like a piece of shit) idk if I will get Jew pills from my doctor, weed, or what, but I will do something. I have a theory that stuff like this (stress, diet) can go a longer way than people thinks so that's my focus for now.

I also fortunately have the income to be able to get a loan from the bank for surgery, if needed.

If none of that works it's the rope. And there's also something that I find more scary than the rope: settling for this life out of fear of dying. When I get scared of the rope, I sometimes find myself lying to myself as in "maybe high tier normie would be enough" or "maybe if I betabux I'd at least have a family" fuck that. We all know the only life worth living is Chad's, which I will never be because Chad by definition wouldn't need to looksmaxxx in the first place, but I can be Chadlite who gets Chad's crumbs, and that can be good enough but that's as low as I'll go.

 

[LastGerman]

I have money to eat well and live decently which I haven't been doing so far but now I will, a chill job that allows to sleep more than enough time (which again I'll start doing instead of browsing the internet and shit)

Moggs me.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

If you’re scared about dying I suggest going out in style, by shooting yourself with a shotgun. Any gun will do ( Not a .22 though ) but a shotgun gets the job done fast and easy.

 

[OnGP]

( Not a .22 though )

This, that Finnish school shooter Pekka shot himself with a .22 and died in the hospital a few hours later

 

[zangano1]

I'm afraid of roping too, but it's something I have to do

 

[Deleted member 20434]

I’d rather get shot (not by myself, though) than rope.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

This, that Finnish school shooter Pekka shot himself with a .22 and died in the hospital a few hours later

So did Matti Saari it´s not that a 22. can´t kill you because it can it´s just not preferable.

 

[OnGP]

it´s not that a 22. can´t kill you because it can it´s just not preferable.

Definitely not preferable when there's shotguns which kill you before you know it.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Definitely not preferable when there's shotguns which kill you before you know it.

I know, I have seen plenty of shotgun pics and a few videos to know its effectiveness Hidiki just made it sound like a 22. wouldn´t work.

And did you update your post about Pekka dying in the hospital later or did I miss that the first time I read your comment?

 

[Ropemaxx]

Not scared of not existing at this point. Its just the physical pain or the last minutes of discomfort before death.

 

[OnGP]

And did you update your post about Pekka dying in the hospital later or did I miss that the first time I read your comment?

You must have just read over it, it was in my original post.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

You must have just read over it, it was in my original post.

Yeah I probably did.

 

[XOR]

Suicide is completely unnecessary for 99% of people.

Most of you are smarter than that.

The idea of suicide is a fantasy anyways; who here has committed suicide in the history of this forum? Despite all of the LARPing not one that I know of. If you truly want to suicide then at the very least wait until you are older, because things will be getting very interesting for Western society; who knows where it will take us 10, 20, 30 years from now technologically and socially speaking. Even if you lack love and companionship there are still reasons to live. Detach from your own selfish needs like sex, and start looking at the bigger picture here. Most of you haven't even read one bit of philosophy, religious text, haven't tried psychedelics or visited the cosmos with DMT, haven't gained expertise in anything, haven't put your body to even 10% of the limit and you're already thinking about roping at 18 years old.

Rope is a last resort and should be reserved for the most dire of cases, ie. not most of you.

Not to mention we don't even know what happens after death; you may just in fact be thrown into a worse existence than this one.

 

[RandomGuy]

I also fortunately have the income to be able to get a loan from the bank for surgery, if needed.

 

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

Suicide is completely unnecessary for 99% of people.

Most of you are smarter than that.

The idea of suicide is a fantasy anyways; who here has committed suicide in the history of this forum? Despite all of the LARPing not one that I know of. If you truly want to suicide then at the very least wait until you are older, because things will be getting very interesting for Western society; who knows where it will take us 10, 20, 30 years from now technologically and socially speaking. Even if you lack love and companionship there are still reasons to live. Detach from your own selfish needs like sex, and start looking at the bigger picture here. Most of you haven't even read one bit of philosophy, religious text, haven't tried psychedelics or visited the cosmos with DMT, haven't gained expertise in anything, haven't put your body to even 10% of the limit and you're already thinking about roping at 18 years old.

Rope is a last resort and should be reserved for the most dire of cases, ie. not most of you.

Not to mention we don't even know what happens after death; you may just in fact be thrown into a worse existence than this one.

Cope
I appreciate it though

 

[Deleted member 17419]

If you want to see what it feels like to die without actually doing it, take intravenous DMT.

 

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

Can't I get a serious response in a thread about literally being about to die? Sometimes this forum feels like it's 90% larpers. Kinda like when people argues about bumble vs tinder jfl

 

[Haywire]

This, that Finnish school shooter Pekka shot himself with a .22 and died in the hospital a few hours later

where did he shoot himself?

 

[OnGP]

where did he shoot himself?

I believe it was the side of his head

 

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

I believe it was the side of his head

Anyway I can't get a gun because I'm in Europe. Dk how that finnish guy did. But the method is the least of my worries, I haven't even decided whether I'll rope yet, it's just like, just like what happened to Elliot Rodger, I'm slowly realizing it's a real possibility. And if I do decide for it, I think if I want to die I will, I'm not that fucking useless, so tbh I don't care about the method yet.

 

[Carotel]

I'd kill myself using some pussy method

 

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

I'd kill myself using some pussy method

There's nothing pussy about this, the hard part is dying not the pain

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Can't I get a serious response in a thread about literally being about to die?

Literally zero question marks in either your thread title or first post. What do you expect? Have you even tried DMT? I am fully serious, what would make you think otherwise.

 

[_wifebeater_]

There are substances which you can drink and just fall asleep and never wake up again tbh

 

[Sparrow's Song]

If you can get surgery, get surgery. If you cannot afford surgery, death is better than life.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Its over for survivalinstinctcels

 

[BrendioEEE]

Moggs me.

I just wish I could have a middle class lifestyle, it is truly over when just wanting a normal home, a normal car, and being able to afford normal food, and normal hobbies is too much. Society.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

If you’re scared about dying I suggest going out in style, by shooting yourself with a shotgun. Any gun will do ( Not a .22 though ) but a shotgun gets the job done fast and easy.

That would be a good way to die, you don't have to feel any of it. Shame about whoever has to clean up the mess though.

 

[wide_eyed_optimism_]

Its over for survivalinstinctcels

jfl

I just wish I could have a middle class lifestyle, it is truly over when just wanting a normal home, a normal car, and being able to afford normal food, and normal hobbies is too much. Society.

in the end nobody cares, there's broke chads whose life is 1000x better than mine

 

[LastGerman]

I just wish I could have a middle class lifestyle, it is truly over when just wanting a normal home, a normal car, and being able to afford normal food, and normal hobbies is too much.

At this point we know, that it is truly over. But I do have similar thoughts. I often think about this. Having at least an apprenticeship and a job I somewhat like, earnig decent money and so on. But I failed in this regard. I want to have at least a normal brain.

Society.

@-BrettyBoy-

 

[BrendioEEE]

in the end nobody cares, there's broke chads whose life is 1000x better than mine

>Broke
>Chad
Things that don't exist