Venting Getting through life as an Autistic ugly male with OCD

[kikecel]

Life hasnt been good to me for the last few months.
studying is extremely hard for me, I barely have friends anymore because of my autism and Living in general is extremely difficult due to my OCD.
lately Ive given up on chances of ascending. I figured out that with my current status it is impossible for me to change my situation, Autism is a curse, OCD is eating me away, and being a sandcel 5"6 tall and extremely ugly only make it worse.
I have nothing to look forward to anymore, except maybe watching anime every night before I go to sleep.
getting through life as an autistic person is impossible.

 

[Therapywasaaste]

getting through life as an autistic person man is impossible.

Foids don't have problems with autism, they usually don't even notice.

 

[dirtykombatcel]

Foids don't have problems with autism, they usually don't even notice.

False if non-chad, autism kills any chance you had with anyone as a non-chad,

 

[ChingerChonger]

Relateable

 

[Therapywasaaste]

False if non-chad, autism kills any chance you had with anyone as a non-chad,

As a foid? I meant the foid itself having autism would not make it harder for it to date.

 

[BecomeTheNew]

holy fuck brutal. you should kill yourself as soon as possible. you should use dynamite so you don't go to hell

 

[tehgymcel420]

being a sandcel

brutal

 

[starcrapoo]

Life is fuckin brutal if youre ugly and somewhere in the autistic spectrum.

I don't maintain eye contact with people. I can't communicate well at all. I have a flat monotone voice that doesn't pitch up or down with emotion. I have mediocre vocabulary and my written and spoken speech is very very choppy. Every time someone jokes with me I don't joke along and people get a cringe look in their face. I only realize after the fact, that they were joking.

When I do have conversations with people in a social setting, I completely dominate the discussion, I forget to let them respond. Also if the conversation gets kinda personal I switch back to the topic instead of converse with the person.

When people ask personal questions, it means they want to get to know you which means you should reciprocate. I never reciprocate.

I have no friends.

I know people very well and their tendencies. The only people I like and get along with are other complete social retard outcasts like myself who no one wants to be around.

 

[dirtykombatcel]

As a foid? I meant the foid itself having autism would not make it harder for it to date.

in the case of men bro, ofc women's autism is meaningless for dating

 

[Edmund_Kemper]

Sandcel? You’re Jewish not Palestinian

 

[kikecel]

Sandcel? You’re Jewish not Palestinian

I look like a sandnigger

 

[InMyCellInHell]

Life is fuckin brutal if youre ugly and somewhere in the autistic spectrum.

I don't maintain eye contact with people. I can't communicate well at all. I have a flat monotone voice that doesn't pitch up or down with emotion. I have mediocre vocabulary and my written and spoken speech is very very choppy. Every time someone jokes with me I don't joke along and people get a cringe look in their face. I only realize after the fact, that they were joking.

When I do have conversations with people in a social setting, I completely dominate the discussion, I forget to let them respond. Also if the conversation gets kinda personal I switch back to the topic instead of converse with the person.

When people ask personal questions, it means they want to get to know you which means you should reciprocate. I never reciprocate.

I have no friends.

I know people very well and their tendencies. The only people I like and get along with are other complete social retard outcasts like myself who no one wants to be around.

It's like looking into a mirror, this post.