Story Guilt confession. Youngcels are LUCKY to be blackpilled young, I wasted my life away.

[DominicanDancecel91]

Youngcels out there, you're blessed to be blackpilled at at a young age. Do you have ANY idea how much time you saved in your life?

I'm 28.5 right now about to be 29 soon, I feel rage every day not having known the Blackpill at a young age. I wasted my entire 20s chasing women, joining college clubs, going to nightclubs and lounges (with my friends who were also bluepilled), wasting my life being focused on women and building my entire life based on pursuing a woman. Obvious SPOILER: I didn't get JACK SHIT.

My early 20s, I would try to join college club after club, talking to women, I would chase after them, go shopping with them, offer to hang out with them, etc. like a SIMP mangina in hopes of getting laid but all it got me was a one way, no return ticket into the friend zone, so deep that I ended up in the Earth's mantle. I had to endure being called degenerate names like Bro, dude, buddy, man, etc. I had to listen to story after story of women telling me stories of getting their heart broken by Chad all the time just so the next day they can literally suck Chad's dick while Chad would also get to blow her back out for FREE. Just imagine a foid stranger telling you that another guy is HOT in front of you...I was in denial, in hopes that one day my friendship would turn into something else but nothing ever happened. Whenever I approached women or flirted with them, they got progressively increasingly repulsed and uncomfortable and some women I approached rejected me saying that they weren't ready and I was too good of a guy for them (JFL).

By my mid 20s, I was still bluepilled but I dumped all of the friendzoned women as I got tired of not getting anywhere so I started to wonder what's wrong with me. My parents and bluepilled friends would tell me the same bullshhit "there's many fish in the sea, one day women will love you for who you are, they're not ready one day they will be" I ate that shit up like an idiot. I would go to nightclubs and lounges, I would try to get close to women and dance with them but most would immediately push me away and/or give me disgusted looks while others would be polite to me, then when I wasn't looking, leave the club (ouch). One night I got rejected 25 times in a row (2018 Houston Rockets is that you?!) asking women to dance. I spent hundreds of dollars a month going to nightclubs wasting money away trying to get women that would NEVER look at me for more than 5 seconds straight.

As my 20s crept up I got progressively more depressed always wondering WTF is wrong with me. Was it the way I talked to women? Approached them? Did I have to fix my game? Why is it that I had to do all this work with women just to get ghosted while Chad can say NOTHING and still get laid the same night? I stumbled upon Coach Red Pill's channel, then I saw Coach Black Pill's channel, then...

Then I stumbled upon the "Vav Blackpill 101" video on YouTube and my whole life changed forever. I analyzed the dudes that women chased and I realized how tall, strong and chiseled he was while realizing how short, fat and weak I was and then I realized my life was OVER.

I resent all those bluepilled years and money I wasted on chasing women I would NEVER get, going out, learning pick up game, learning confidence...time I will NEVER GET BACK EVER AGAIN.

My advice to youngcels...focus 100% on your career. You are completely INVISIBLE to women and no amount of anything you do will EVER change that. Focus on your CAREER instead so you can get the fuck out of this fucked up hypergamous society so maybe you can increase your chances of looksmaxing and geomaxing. DON'T make the same mistakes and waste your life away like I did.

Yours Truly,

A failed 28 year old incel

 

[IncelCream]

Damn, im 19 nearly 20

 

[micropenis29]

Aristotle IQ

you youngcels should embrace the blackpill and be forever grateful

It will save you literally hundreds of thousands of dollars and possibly much much more

 

[Studiocel]

I'm 19 now but I used to be in a similar position. Before I was blackpilled I used to be kind of a simp, and made friends with women in hopes that one would date me. Despite what normies say making female friends is a terrible strategy if you aren't attractive because you will end up as their gay best friend.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Birth-->Cope-->Rope

 

[Deleted member 14805]

@HouseOfTarots2020 @trying to ascend @AlexanderTheGreat11 @BummerDrummer @Colvin76

Take the OP's advice(This is aimed mainly at users who haven't reach 20 yet), sad thing is as an oldcel I can strongly agree with the OP. Yes I did so much throughout my time, of socializing, joining groups, going to parties, night clubs etc. only to come up with nothing. I came across Mgtow, then found out about the blackpill via Mgtow. I really wished I was blackpilled early too. So youngcels you guys are very lucky to be aware of the blackpill at your age. Take full advantage of that.

Op, sorry you went through all of that. I feel you man, the hard work, time, effort, spending, only to come up with nothing. If you still have the energy you could try wealthmaxxing and live comfortably, but if you don't have the motivation, I hope you have some good copes to help you through all of this. Good Luck man.

 

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[Deleted member 20811]

I'm gonna try to study in college and try to get a good job so I can at least escortmaxx. I'm 19 now

 

[Deleted member 4760]

I'm gonna try to study in college and try to get a good job so I can at least escortmaxx. I'm 19 now

escortmaxx is only a good cope in some countries
where do you live. dont do it north america

 

[Deleted member 20811]

escortmaxx is only a good cope in some countries
where do you live. dont do it north america

I live in USA

 

[trying to ascend]

Im going to follow your advice

 

[MentalistKebab]

I live in USA

Dont worry bro, all u need is Double jaw surgery with like ...... 25 mm advancement

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Dont worry bro, all u need is Double jaw surgery with like ...... 25 mm advancement

 

[HeroinNihilism]

I was too strung out on smack in my twenties to even care about a blackpill, there are simply no “pills” when you’re a half dead needle junkie, only the ones you’d shoot up.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Birth-->Cope-->Rope

 

[Deleted member 28932]

Aristotle IQ

you youngcels should embrace the blackpill and be forever grateful

It will save you literally hundreds of thousands of dollars and possibly much much more

 

[The Zulfigar]

SIMP mangina

You a stephiscoldcel by any chance?

Birth-->Cope-->Rope

 

[Sportbro]

Damn, im 19 nearly 20

holy shit im 20 in a month
time to buckle in boyo

 

[DominicanDancecel91]

I really wished I was blackpilled early too. So youngcels you guys are very lucky to be aware of the blackpill at your age. Take full advantage of that.

Op, sorry you went through all of that. I feel you man, the hard work, time, effort, spending, only to come up with nothing. If you still have the energy you could try wealthmaxxing and live comfortably, but if you don't have the motivation, I hope you have some good copes to help you through all of this. Good Luck man

Thanks mate. Yup tbh the Blackpill should be a MANDATORY subject that needs to be taught to all men, especially nonchads...so they can avoid doing all that dumb shit that I did when I was younger....e.g. like when I stalked a stacy thru social media and asked to meet up with her. I also came to her school and shit when she didnt respond. Really creepy shit. I still cringe thinking about those moments. I wish women could understand that not every man is blackpilled and lots of ugly men are fed the lie that they can have a Stacy if they wanted. All of that could've been avoided if I was blackpilled tho.

You a stephiscoldcel by any chance?

Yup. Also Alpha Male Strategiescel. I watched all their videos. Too bad I'm not 6'5 like AMS so unfortunately those so called strategies don't work for me

 

[Mecoja]

I was too strung out on smack in my twenties to even care about a blackpill, there are simply no “pills” when you’re a half dead needle junkie, only the ones you’d shoot up.

Brutal sorry to hear that, i also thought about using drugs but i never did, i have a abusive family and my mental state is spiraling down since my teen years and im 33 now.

 

[The Zulfigar]

Yup. Also Alpha Male Strategiescel. I watched all their videos. Too bad I'm not 6'5 like AMS so unfortunately those so called strategies don't work for me

Brutal, ams is what? Wtf? 6'5? Jfl if you need strategies when you're 6.'5. I was also a youtewb what it do is so boy Steph man cel. At some point those vids were lifefuel

 

[Emba]

I too was a dancer!

I did disco in the late 70's-early80's when it was great! NEVER got laid from all that dancing!

I too was a gullible moron.

 

[Villain]

My advice to youngcels...focus 100% on your career. You are completely INVISIBLE to women and no amount of anything you do will EVER change that. Focus on your CAREER instead so you can get the fuck out of this fucked up hypergamous society so maybe you can increase your chances of looksmaxing and geomaxing. DON'T make the same mistakes and waste your life away like I did.

Im mostly the same as you except I spent most of time trying to counter blackpill (cause I cant stand how the reality is so cruel for male losers) and feeling sorry for myself. It makes me paralyze from doing anything productive in my early 20s. Now Im gradually becoming better

 

[Shin no Shi]

Youngcels out there, you're blessed to be blackpilled at at a young age. Do you have ANY idea how much time you saved in your life?

I'm 28.5 right now about to be 29 soon, I feel rage every day not having known the Blackpill at a young age. I wasted my entire 20s chasing women, joining college clubs, going to nightclubs and lounges (with my friends who were also bluepilled), wasting my life being focused on women and building my entire life based on pursuing a woman. Obvious SPOILER: I didn't get JACK SHIT.

My early 20s, I would try to join college club after club, talking to women, I would chase after them, go shopping with them, offer to hang out with them, etc. like a SIMP mangina in hopes of getting laid but all it got me was a one way, no return ticket into the friend zone, so deep that I ended up in the Earth's mantle. I had to endure being called degenerate names like Bro, dude, buddy, man, etc. I had to listen to story after story of women telling me stories of getting their heart broken by Chad all the time just so the next day they can literally suck Chad's dick while Chad would also get to blow her back out for FREE. Just imagine a foid stranger telling you that another guy is HOT in front of you...I was in denial, in hopes that one day my friendship would turn into something else but nothing ever happened. Whenever I approached women or flirted with them, they got progressively increasingly repulsed and uncomfortable and some women I approached rejected me saying that they weren't ready and I was too good of a guy for them (JFL).

By my mid 20s, I was still bluepilled but I dumped all of the friendzoned women as I got tired of not getting anywhere so I started to wonder what's wrong with me. My parents and bluepilled friends would tell me the same bullshhit "there's many fish in the sea, one day women will love you for who you are, they're not ready one day they will be" I ate that shit up like an idiot. I would go to nightclubs and lounges, I would try to get close to women and dance with them but most would immediately push me away and/or give me disgusted looks while others would be polite to me, then when I wasn't looking, leave the club (ouch). One night I got rejected 25 times in a row (2018 Houston Rockets is that you?!) asking women to dance. I spent hundreds of dollars a month going to nightclubs wasting money away trying to get women that would NEVER look at me for more than 5 seconds straight.

As my 20s crept up I got progressively more depressed always wondering WTF is wrong with me. Was it the way I talked to women? Approached them? Did I have to fix my game? Why is it that I had to do all this work with women just to get ghosted while Chad can say NOTHING and still get laid the same night? I stumbled upon Coach Red Pill's channel, then I saw Coach Black Pill's channel, then...

Then I stumbled upon the "Vav Blackpill 101" video on YouTube and my whole life changed forever. I analyzed the dudes that women chased and I realized how tall, strong and chiseled he was while realizing how short, fat and weak I was and then I realized my life was OVER.

I resent all those bluepilled years and money I wasted on chasing women I would NEVER get, going out, learning pick up game, learning confidence...time I will NEVER GET BACK EVER AGAIN.

My advice to youngcels...focus 100% on your career. You are completely INVISIBLE to women and no amount of anything you do will EVER change that. Focus on your CAREER instead so you can get the fuck out of this fucked up hypergamous society so maybe you can increase your chances of looksmaxing and geomaxing. DON'T make the same mistakes and waste your life away like I did.

Yours Truly,

A failed 28 year old incel

Stop blaming yourself JFL. If I knew about the blackpill at 15 I would have roped. Sure others here would look at it like a good thing but my interests/desires were enough to assist me from death plus by killing myself I'm only going to get random rolled again, so might as well as live as long as I can foresee, plus death is cope for me anyway.

Also the actual introduction for the blackpill is relatively new and yes there were studies done years ago, that is for definite but they weren't categorised as the blackpill nor were they of interest to anyone, thus the reason you see bluepilled idiots stuck in their safe space, thinking there is "nothing" wrong. At least you jumped out early enough before you are in your 60's to 70's.

 

[Mainländer]

Your life has been a lot like mine. I only got blackpilled at 29, so during my 20s I wasted a ton of time with PUA and shit like that. At least I never waste any money with bootcamps and shit like that, I was only into direct game mass approaching really.

 

[MentalistKebab]

Well I learned aboout blackpill at 17, but I was already depressed, left school and planning suicide few weeks before I learned blackpill, so it didnt shake me too much, its just I realize how hard my situation is now.

 

[Kurt Gödel]

I used to study PUA too. It proven to be disastrous.

 

[Deleted member 5712]

Birth-->Cope-->Rope

 

[Lbanez1]

"no amount of anything you do will EVER change that"

That's a lie, and a main problem with incel community. You refuse tu put up work to improve your health, what do you expect then? You get what you deserve. Even if it was cope, what cope is better than healthmaxing.

 

[steadyCoping]

some women I approached rejected me saying that they weren't ready and I was too good of a guy for them (JFL).

 

[BigMorons]

so don't need to try to ascend, just cope till death?

 

[Emba]

so don't need to try to ascend, just cope till death?

Yes. That is correct.

Might i suggested permaculture gardening and a (medium sized) puppy? Best copes ever...

 

[BigMorons]

Yes. That is correct.

Might i suggested permaculture gardening and a (medium sized) puppy? Best copes ever...

cool, is that your copes?

 

[Deleted member 11159]

Just because it didn’t work for you, doesn’t mean it won’t work for others. You may just be super ugly/ autistic, others reading this may be less so.

"no amount of anything you do will EVER change that"

That's a lie, and a main problem with incel community. You refuse tu put up work to improve your health, what do you expect then? You get what you deserve. Even if it was cope, what cope is better than healthmaxing.

This.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

Over nonetheless

 

[Emba]

cool, is that your copes?

Yes. My orange trees have went from tiny twig clones to production in 3 years. That's 3 y3ars of cope for some valuable organic oranges.

Also. This spring should be good for the stuff i planted last year. "Golden needles" - day lilly. 3 kinds of food in one plant.

Also. Just got a micro greenhouse (thanks .gov stimulus) to start various other stuff like stinging nettles and peppers...

Also. Just got a roll of chicken wire to keep my cat buddies from shitting in my garden! ;;;