Horrible times for me tbh. I also played TF2 a lot in 2012 (along with Minecraft). Video games were my only way to cope after school after being bullied and ostracized daily. I was angry, suicidal, depressed, and a fat communist retard, and I literally mapped out a plan in a journal that I had detailing bringing a gun to my middle school and blowing my brains out in front of everyone. I'm not like that anymore though.