SuicideFuel have you become higher inhibit and less assertive overtime?

[SubhumanAbomination]

when you're treated less of a human by everyone and you have nothing good about you, when you never get validated or acknowledged, then it's impossible to see yourself as a human as well


losing all my passion, will to live and having ultra low self esteem made me let people walk all over me without bothering to fight back. I just can't treat myself as equal to people after all the shit i've been through and still going through, i don't think i'm worthy of it


my voice is always quite, i don't talk much, i don't talk back, i'm awkward beyond imagination when someone talks to me and i was never like this before. suicide is the answer tbh

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

Lmao no. I beat anyone to death who crosses onto my territory without a pass

 

[Deleted member 27161]

I've actually become more low inhib overtime tbh, and my hatred for everyone in this world has increased.

 

[SubhumanAbomination]

Lmao no. I beat anyone to death who crosses onto my territory without a pass

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I've actually become more low inhib overtime tbh, and my hatred for everyone in this world has increased.

I was the same for a bit but then it's decreased overtime from there and now i'm like a dead corpse with no balls or feelings

 

[Deleted member 32502]

I don't ever do anything other than browse internet and eat. I'm an empty shell of a man. No reason to live. Only passing time so I can die at some point in far future

 

[Lebensmüder]

I've actually become more low inhib overtime tbh, and my hatred for everyone in this world has increased.

Jfl, a few years ago I wouldn't even have considered half the stuff I nowadays do due to moralfaggotry, high inhibition and fear of consequences (like doxing/etc.) that are statistical outliers considering everything. Even irl I am not patient anymore and when someone fucks me up, I retaliate. I actually got more self-esteem due to realising how over it is, nowadays idgaf about the optics when somebody annoys me the debt gets repaid.

 

[InvisibleCel]

Normies tremble at the sounds of my footsteps and all Chads shall kneel at my feet one day. They are high inhib towards me

 

[Deleted member 29709]

I've actually become more low inhib overtime tbh, and my hatred for everyone in this world has increased.

currently this but as OP said I might just end up accepting this fate in the future.

 

[SubhumanAbomination]

I don't ever do anything other than browse internet and eat. I'm an empty shell of a man. No reason to live. Only passing time so I can die at some point in far future

me too but lately i've been thinking about suicide a lot but i don't want to leave my mom and my cat, don't know what to do

 

[rope2cope]

no more low-inihib, i don't have to worry about what people think of me anymore.

 

[SubhumanAbomination]

Jfl, a few years ago I wouldn't even have considered half the stuff I nowadays do due to moralfaggotry, high inhibition and fear of consequences (like doxing/etc.) that are statistical outliers considering everything. Even irl I am not patient anymore and when someone fucks me up, I retaliate. I actually got more self-esteem due to realising how over it is, nowadays idgaf about the optics when somebody annoys me the debt gets repaid.

currently this but as OP said I might just end up accepting this fate in the future.

at the start of the blackpill in 2016-2017 i was extremely angry and misogynistic and lashed out at everyone even got into fights irl


4 years later now and it's like i'm castrated. eventually you will breakdown and just accept the beating and defeat since there's nothing you can do about it, absolutely nothing

 

[Deleted member 32183]

I became high inhib socially but low inhib in other areas
A few years ago I lifted from some gas stations, one of them twice
In all three situations there was a worker present, I didn't give a fuck
I took off with my stolen goods
I dangled my stolen goods in front of the foid employee as I walked out the door, she said nothing while looking at me

 

[Deleted member 18912]

It´s every men for himself out there.

 

[Deleted member 32502]

me too but lately i've been thinking about suicide a lot but i don't want to leave my mom and my cat, don't know what to do

I have too much inhibition to commit suicide so I don't even think about it. I think I have become more indifferent in the rare social situations I have. I don't care anymore

 

[SubhumanAbomination]

I have too much inhibition to commit suicide so I don't even think about it. I think I have become more indifferent in the rare social situations I have. I don't care anymore

half of my suicide desire is self hatred and inability to live with myself, the other half is how hopeless and disgusting the world is

 

[Sitchnatio]

Yes, I act like a traumatized kid

 

[BITG]

It´s every men for himself out there.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

Jfl, a few years ago I wouldn't even have considered half the stuff I nowadays do due to moralfaggotry, high inhibition and fear of consequences (like doxing/etc.) that are statistical outliers considering everything. Even irl I am not patient anymore and when someone fucks me up, I retaliate. I actually got more self-esteem due to realising how over it is, nowadays idgaf about the optics when somebody annoys me the debt gets repaid.

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

Lmao no. I beat anyone to death who crosses onto my territory without a pass

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[InMyCellInHell]

Lmao no. I beat anyone to death who crosses onto my territory without a pass

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Based.

 

[Izayacel]

the other half is how hopeless and disgusting the world is

the best looking , most degenerate ( ala drug access , tattoo wearing etc ) wealthiest people get their shit in this shithole

the rest is coping , and delusional.

 

[SubhumanAbomination]

the best looking , most degenerate ( ala drug access , tattoo wearing etc ) wealthiest people get their shit in this shithole

the rest is coping , and delusional.

I really wish that i lived in another era of time, yeah i would still be a subhuman, but at least the world wouldn't be as shitty as now

 

[CursedSurrogate]

I'm not as high inhib as I used to be, I typically say things unfiltered irl. I don't have much to lose at this point tbh.

 

[BITG]

Normies tremble at the sounds of my footsteps and all Chads shall kneel at my feet one day. They are high inhib towards me

Cope