Have you ever been so depressed that you don't feel depressed anymore?

[Manletmancer]

I feel like I passed a barrier of some sorts, a gateway of no return. I don't even feel sad anymore, I feel like destroying humanity and all its contents. Does anyone want to join me in my Molag Bal world domination plan?

 

[TrueForcedIncel]

Yeah, just feel like I'm going through the motions waiting for something significant to happen in my life. Otherwise I just try to keep myself entertained to cope with the monotony.

 

[Braincel14w]

Yeah eventually I did reach a state of feeling absolutely nothing (total void) and couldn't even taste food properly. I think it was mostly the jew pills that did it. I'm glad to have recovered.

 

[micropenis29]

If you're fully blackpilled, you shouldn't become depressed very easily.

Sure, losing a family member or a close friend or whatever could be depressing. But other than that, most of the things that conventionally depress people are a symptom of bluepilled delusions about how society "ought to be".

 

[Napoleon de Geso]

Emotions tunned down-thats adaptation to continue this meaningless life

 

[Pareg]

I can relate.

Also @micropenis29 said everything I think.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

ego death?

just read out what you wrote, nvm

 

[Deleted member 8353]

If you're fully blackpilled, you shouldn't become depressed very easily.

Sure, losing a family member or a close friend or whatever could be depressing. But other than that, most of the things that conventionally depress people are a symptom of bluepilled delusions about how society "ought to be".

Unfortunately just because one is willing to be honest about reality, and can understand that many of their desires are delusions, it doesn't necessarily make those unfulfilled dreams vanish.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I feel numb and dead inside.

I can’t feel any emotions sometimes. I try to cry but I can’t

 

[CuriousG]

I’m emotionally dead

 

[micropenis29]

Unfortunately just because one is willing to be honest about reality, and can understand that many of their desires are delusions, it doesn't necessarily make those unfulfilled dreams vanish.

Really? For me it does. I might be atypical in that way, but the blackpill made all of my unfulfilled dreams totally vanish.

That's not to say I don't fantasize about having a wife and kids, as it's fun to use my imagination. But I'm aware the whole time that it's purely a fantasy and has as much bearing on the real world as the fantasy of Santa Claus coming down my chimney had when I was a kid.

 

[Manletmancer]

just read out what you wrote, nvm

Unfortunately no one else ever does lol

 

[HighTGymcel]

I feel numb and dead inside.

 

[Deleted member 17997]

Yeah, just feel like I'm going through the motions waiting for something significant to happen in my life. Otherwise I just try to keep myself entertained to cope with the monotony.

 

[BrettyBoy]

I think many of us have experienced that at some point. Depression can fuck you up that badly.

 

[ihaveno1]

yea sometimes

 

[Michael15651]

Yes, yes I do.

 

[AutisticCopecel]

im aspiring to reach that stage i envy apathycels