It’s all just so exhausting having to exist in a world that doesn’t want you in it. Having to march out there everyday just to look people in the eye that hate you over something you have no control over. Having to put on a brave face and try and get through when really you’d just rather crawl in a hole and die. I’m so fucking tired of being ugly. Having my life dictated by genes I had n control over. I may not be able to ever fall in love with a girl but at least I can have the sweet love of a bottle of vodka to keep me company. Alcohol is the best cope period. For an incel it’s the only pain reliever you’ll ever have to cope with this hot steaming pile of garbage that your life is. So I’ll just drink....drink until I can’t drink no more and when the day comes that I kick the bucket then I hope they have booze in heaven as well.
