thewageslave
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Background: https://incels.is/threads/this-is-it-im-doing-it.274531/
So I started the day by taking a long shower (lol) and shaved all the hair around the dick for the day of my life. Brushed my teeth and used a tongue scraper before the meeting. Took the bus to the center and went directly to an ATM to take out 165 dollars. Then took the train to the city which was delayed due to cold weather and snow. Wrote to her on whatsapp if she was at home and if I could come in. She was still doing something else and was probably shopping so I just walked around the area in cold freeze weather. Asked for the password to the property if the door eventually had any so that eventually the police was not monitoring the estate as they would suspect someone who stand outside the street door for too long. Her english was terrible and she misunderstood me and became angry in text because of my question. She then told me that she was inside the entrance of the estate and was waiting for me. I wrote that I was there and she got quite angry again because she couldn't see me when I was actually just 10 seconds from the street door. So she opened the street door with a kind of angry face and made sighs while holding a bag from the grocery store.
We took the elevator and she asked where I was from with a kind of bitter face. I said that I was from ethnicistan but was born in this country. She was from Hungary. Right before she opened the door the inexperienced asshole (me) took out the money before we came into the apartment. She got angry and said that I should not hurry up with that since her neighboors can see this. She didn't look good in the face at all and I can understand why she censored her face from the advertisement. So we went in and my dick was stone cold. My dick was not working for 4 days and I was for some reason not horny for like a week and I was extremely scared that my dick was not going to raise. She asked me if I was a virgin and I lied and said "no" and said that I have had sex long time before. So she started to blow me without condom in order to get my dick erected. It didn't work at all. She sucked my dick and my dick made some progress so she inserted the condom and I then told her to ride me in cowgirl position. She put my dick in the pussy and tried to ride me but continued to complain about my small dick. So she blowed me again, put a new condom, and I did doggy style for like 10 seconds until she said that it was not going to work with this dick. She said that time's up and I said that it was my fault for not calling her while horny. She was also skinny and her body was nowhere like the pictures and the breasts were saggy... Small ass instead of the big ass that I saw in the pictures. So I said thank you for the service and she opened the door to farewell me and asking me to give a nice review on the website which I did even though in reality I should have given her 1 stars out of 5. Felt extremely disgusted after this. Money thrown in the sea. But hopefully I have learnt from my mistakes. Next time I will only choose a girl that advertises with her face uncensored and that for real is a 10/10 while my libido is atleast in a normal condition. And no more eastern europeans from Hungary or Romania. My feeling is that she was pimped. Felt bad when I saw a picture of a small boy in her mobile background. Probably her son... and here I am paying for a hooker that might be pimped. Poor son.
Unfortunately it seems like my brain has been damaged by porn all these years. It has made me completely impotent and I pray to God that it will be restored, because as I am right now I will not be able to even enjoy hookermaxxing with a 10/10 because of this. Maybe I should try viagra next time.
To be continued...
So I started the day by taking a long shower (lol) and shaved all the hair around the dick for the day of my life. Brushed my teeth and used a tongue scraper before the meeting. Took the bus to the center and went directly to an ATM to take out 165 dollars. Then took the train to the city which was delayed due to cold weather and snow. Wrote to her on whatsapp if she was at home and if I could come in. She was still doing something else and was probably shopping so I just walked around the area in cold freeze weather. Asked for the password to the property if the door eventually had any so that eventually the police was not monitoring the estate as they would suspect someone who stand outside the street door for too long. Her english was terrible and she misunderstood me and became angry in text because of my question. She then told me that she was inside the entrance of the estate and was waiting for me. I wrote that I was there and she got quite angry again because she couldn't see me when I was actually just 10 seconds from the street door. So she opened the street door with a kind of angry face and made sighs while holding a bag from the grocery store.
We took the elevator and she asked where I was from with a kind of bitter face. I said that I was from ethnicistan but was born in this country. She was from Hungary. Right before she opened the door the inexperienced asshole (me) took out the money before we came into the apartment. She got angry and said that I should not hurry up with that since her neighboors can see this. She didn't look good in the face at all and I can understand why she censored her face from the advertisement. So we went in and my dick was stone cold. My dick was not working for 4 days and I was for some reason not horny for like a week and I was extremely scared that my dick was not going to raise. She asked me if I was a virgin and I lied and said "no" and said that I have had sex long time before. So she started to blow me without condom in order to get my dick erected. It didn't work at all. She sucked my dick and my dick made some progress so she inserted the condom and I then told her to ride me in cowgirl position. She put my dick in the pussy and tried to ride me but continued to complain about my small dick. So she blowed me again, put a new condom, and I did doggy style for like 10 seconds until she said that it was not going to work with this dick. She said that time's up and I said that it was my fault for not calling her while horny. She was also skinny and her body was nowhere like the pictures and the breasts were saggy... Small ass instead of the big ass that I saw in the pictures. So I said thank you for the service and she opened the door to farewell me and asking me to give a nice review on the website which I did even though in reality I should have given her 1 stars out of 5. Felt extremely disgusted after this. Money thrown in the sea. But hopefully I have learnt from my mistakes. Next time I will only choose a girl that advertises with her face uncensored and that for real is a 10/10 while my libido is atleast in a normal condition. And no more eastern europeans from Hungary or Romania. My feeling is that she was pimped. Felt bad when I saw a picture of a small boy in her mobile background. Probably her son... and here I am paying for a hooker that might be pimped. Poor son.
Unfortunately it seems like my brain has been damaged by porn all these years. It has made me completely impotent and I pray to God that it will be restored, because as I am right now I will not be able to even enjoy hookermaxxing with a 10/10 because of this. Maybe I should try viagra next time.
To be continued...