Sex out of wedlock is already an imitation of the real thing in marriage, prostitution the imitation of the imitation and such bad repulsive hooker-"sex" an imitation of an imitation of an imitation.
The funniest thing is though her lack of introspection for blaming you for the lack of hornyness.
1. People aren't born into marriage yet they are born with the capability to one day have sex, therefore, sex outside of marriage is "the real thing", its within marriage that's the "imitation", and that's exactly why infidelity is so common when people no longer have religion breathing down their neck to scare them into staying in relationships they honestly don't enjoy.
2. I guess by your logic it makes more sense to be sex starved for decades and die a virgin, what an amazing life you have ahead of you.
@BlkPillPres look at this shit.
This is a "religious" guy who says he has sexual fantasies of being a woman, these religious nuts are completely retarded, they don't operate on logic, he doesn't even get that God would never let a cuck like him into heaven, a guy who probably masturbates to the idea of being fucked by Chads.
But my whole life is an emasculating experience (like the Incel thing itself). It isn't a thing that would attack my identity to the ground. I feel more feminine than most men (at least lack of masculinity) and am passive, so the only negative thing would be, that the women would see me as a doormat in everyday life after such sexual act and/or would no longer be attracted to me. I only like the idea of being passive and get pleasure effortlessly, for which I envy females. I even have one or two times a year the fantasy of being a woman. Or it is only curiosity and wish for variety? (I have/had many more or less wicked things in my head popped up, where I can't decide if it is a desire, a wandering, bored mind, or an attack of the devil) But I doubt I would have these occasional submissive fantasies when I would have a strong masculine genetic, identity and pride - on the other side you hear/can read that it is often the supermasculine men IRL who are drawn to Femdom and Ageplay.
Eating plain white rice would not be a very enjoyable meal, but its more enjoyable than starving, if you can't understand logic that simple, I don't know what to tell you
Ironically you already follow this same logic because you haven't killed yourself yet
Your life is shit, it isn't a great experience, yet you won't end that life, and
that's because its better than nothing
So apply the same logic you are using to not kill yourself right now and apply it to escortcelling
In the same way that you don't want to die because there are still things you enjoy about life, escortcels see no reason to no pay for sex, because there are aspects about that experience that are enjoyable
Its simple
Unfortunately it seems like my brain has been damaged by porn all these years. It has made me completely impotent and I pray to God that it will be restored, because as I am right now I will not be able to even enjoy hookermaxxing with a 10/10 because of this. Maybe I should try viagra next time.
To be continued...
I told you to expect something like this (if you can remember), but when I saw that I was having problems staying hard, I just jerked myself when I felt close and came on her tits, I'm not leaving that room unless I get what I paid for lol
But yeah, porn messes you up, but I wouldn't say that necessarily, its more that porn is objectively an easier source of gratification than sex, there's no effort, the women look better, etc, so in comparison, regular woman + effort = less arousing. Plus to your body, the act of sex ironically feels "less natural" than masturbation, because masturbation is all you knew
I really wish my father would have taken me to a brothel or something when I was 16
Before you go again, you're going to need to spend at least a month away from porn, oh and look up some posts/vids by "eggy" (egg man) about this, he said "maca" something and zinc helps with restoring your dick and your mind back to proper form while you stay away from porn
I'd advise that you get a porn blocker and delete any videos you have saved before you start, and also download some distractions, games you like, tv series, movies, etc, the less sexual the better, so anime is a much better fit
Cold water is your friend, cold showers too
I'm not going on this trial until I'm wealthmaxxed though, but I plan on going atleast a month without fapping before I try again, and also losing some weight (and strengthening my lower back), this sex shit is more taxing than you'd think, every escortceller finds this out sooner or later