[Experiment] How close are you to suicide?

How close to sui?

  • 1 Life is perfect

    Votes: 4 8.9%
  • 2 Life is amazing some faults here and there

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • 3 Life is really good some tough spots

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • 4 Life is good . a bit of a struggle sometimes

    Votes: 6 13.3%
  • 5 Life is bareable some good a lot of bad

    Votes: 6 13.3%
  • 6 Life is pretty rough and I'm feeling the pressure

    Votes: 7 15.6%
  • 7 Life is bad. I have a lot of dark thoughts

    Votes: 12 26.7%
  • 8 Life is horrible. I can't stop thinking about ending it

    Votes: 6 13.3%
  • 9 Life is too much. I need to end this soon

    Votes: 3 6.7%
  • 10 Rope

    Votes: 1 2.2%

  • Total voters
    45
maskedman

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state of the forum tbh
 
RemoveNormalfags

RemoveNormalfags

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7 right now, but there are worse and better days.
 
HidekiTojota

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5 Right now, may go to 7 in about one month of uni
 
maskedman

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I was at 9 two months ago tbh... rough time bros
 
Chris_Jones

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It's progressively getting better.
 
FinnCel

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It changes from day to day.
Sometimes I plan my suicide.
Sometimes I think I can cope hard
 
needsolution

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Hope u get to 0 :feelstrash:
i guess my life can go to 3 at max since i have scars from my entire 18yo life and it will never heal even if one day i ascend and have decently happy life
 
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i guess my life can go to 3 at max since i have scars from my entire 18yo life and it will never heal even if one day i ascend and have decently happy life
Iwill heal u :feelstrash:
 
ScornedStoic

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I think about suicide every day.
 
Blacktarpill

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4,i have some good copes and goals.
 
Valiant Virgin

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4.

Some things are a bit of a drag, but it's extremely unlikely that I'll kill myself.
 
Comfcel

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If every single fiber of my being wasn't biologically programmed to want to live, and I wasn't such a pussy, I would have been dead a while ago.
 
Murdoch89

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I just need to take a lot of ecstasy pills and wash it down with raw vodka to commit suicide
 
WawelDragon1683

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I don't want to die at all man. Life is perfect for me, i just got a bj from my 10/10 stacy girlfriend.
 
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bonk123

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6. I have copes for now but I have no future tbh. Probably gonna end in rope at some point
 
alone

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if only find where is the OFF buton

:feelsohh:
 
zangano1

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I think about killing myself everyday. I have planned the exact date many times but I always end up not doing it. I was supposed to rope a few weeks ago before my vacations ended
 
Scorn

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1 but that's becaues of low inhib + 0 care fo anything
couldn't be better :feelsokman:
 
kekfuel

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very happy :chad: ( :reeeeee: :reeeeee: :woke: :feels: )
 
maskedman

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Update - I'm around 8-9 now.
 
TheSecondComing

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I have some things running in my head now. It is not complete, but yes. I will use a firearm.
I think about buying a gun to have ready to go if I ever need, seems like the easiest way to do it
 
cancerousgreed

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I alternate between 6 and 9
 
mental_out

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About 8, sometimes 9
 
maskedman

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I think about buying a gun to have ready to go if I ever need, seems like the easiest way to do it
I've been thinking carefully for the last week about how I will acquire one. I believe I've settled on what I'm going to do.

I won't get a gun from a gun store. I will mill my own gun out using an "80 percent lower". These things are pretty much the main part of a weapon, but you must complete the last 20 percent. Since it is only 80 percent finished, by law, it is not considered a weapon, so you don't have to jump through hoops or talk to anyone to get it. Just order online straight to your house or box.

Once I mill it out, I will get rest of the firearm -- which doesn't require registration.

I'm not going to fuck this up, so I will probably jump off a bridge and shoot myself in the head simultaneously. If the bullet doesn't do it, the fall will.
 
Sans

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8. Maybe 6-7 on the rare good day. But not a day goes by where I don’t think about it.

I want a cute adorable goat gf to take the pain away
 
Colvin76

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7-8. Thoughts of roping come up at least a few times a day.
 
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Haywire

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about 6-7 i suppose
 
maskedman

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I've considered seeing how clownworld collapses, but I'm done with this place. I'm absolutely sick of it.

There is clearly no god, especially as described by the popular religions, so I will not end up in a hell or heaven.
It would suck if my consciousness ended up in some eternal waiting place though. This scares me sometimes. I don't want anything to happen after this.
 
TheSecondComing

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I've been thinking carefully for the last week about how I will acquire one. I believe I've settled on what I'm going to do.

I won't get a gun from a gun store. I will mill my own gun out using an "80 percent lower". These things are pretty much the main part of a weapon, but you must complete the last 20 percent. Since it is only 80 percent finished, by law, it is not considered a weapon, so you don't have to jump through hoops or talk to anyone to get it. Just order online straight to your house or box.

Once I mill it out, I will get rest of the firearm -- which doesn't require registration.

I'm not going to fuck this up, so I will probably jump off a bridge and shoot myself in the head simultaneously. If the bullet doesn't do it, the fall will.
pretty smart, seems like you're set on doing this, which in that case I can say that it is indeed over for you
 
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