Masters of Illusion
- Nov 22, 2019
With a workforce of about 80% women, its truly over. I can only barely get pass ice breakers for conversations. Beyond asking them about generic topics like the holidays, or where they're from, I am completly quiet. I can't really associate & I'll only perk up if they mention one of my few interests (like the aspie I am JFL). I think it's too late to even work on my relationship with my co workers. Despte them being all women, they aren't so bad of people (all ethnics like me). Sure I do get ostracized or given the death glare sometimes by a few but I somehow don't care about that so much. Anyone else in a similar situation? I think I may have a form of Selective Mutism, next week I definately should see a psychiatrist like I've been planning for weeks.