I have:
OCD (cleaning hands, obsessive overeating)
Severe crippling social anxiety with too many physical and mental symptoms to count (i may be also autistic i can't connect and talk with normies and was always a reject and was a friend with rejects, my only hobby were playing games only recently i started having few more hobbies mostly because RSI)
Anhedonia (nothing seem to make me happy like used to, no motivation what so ever)
Depression with suicidal thoughts
Aggression/rage appears at random times every few weeks (i suspect that's also side effect of depression you are either depressed or angry or super depressed)
Sometimes even double depression with horrible insomnia (i had two episodes where i couldn't fall asleep for 3-6 days i get PTSD just by thinking about it, it was for sure darkest page of my life)
Bad case of Brainfog can barely write any coherent sentences or it'll take ages (like this post JFL)
My mood changes way too often
My skin looks like shit (i'm 27 soon and i look like i'm in mid 30s)
Bad eye sight (have to wear glasses)
Horrible allergy all year round (worst in spring/summer) + runny nose
Pain in the back and Achilles tendon pain
Repetitive strain injury (RSI) in both wrists
My teeths are rotting and hurt pretty bad, i think my ear and eye got infection few months ago due holes in teeths i guess i will die if it will spread to my brain + bad breath but i guess that's good since i can scare off foids
Liver is fucked due shitty diet since i was 15
Stomach is overreacting way too much it may be low acid (since i had bad gas problem but since i started eating cumin it helped a lot)
My Blood brain barrier may be leaking (i can take lower doses of drugs and still get the effect but heavy metals may fuck me hard)
High blood pressure (artery) due loneliness, stress with anxiety and depression.
My hairline? What's that i'm at NW2 level of balding everything because i never had a gf fuck you whores
Erectile dysfunction i won't last more than 30sec-1min inside pussy. (who cares not a single foid gonna see my dick but worth pointing out anway)
Since kindergarten i was scared of pain even tho i was fighting a lot with other dudes i guess i was and kinda still are low t soyboy.
What about you?
OCD (cleaning hands, obsessive overeating)
Severe crippling social anxiety with too many physical and mental symptoms to count (i may be also autistic i can't connect and talk with normies and was always a reject and was a friend with rejects, my only hobby were playing games only recently i started having few more hobbies mostly because RSI)
Anhedonia (nothing seem to make me happy like used to, no motivation what so ever)
Depression with suicidal thoughts
Aggression/rage appears at random times every few weeks (i suspect that's also side effect of depression you are either depressed or angry or super depressed)
Sometimes even double depression with horrible insomnia (i had two episodes where i couldn't fall asleep for 3-6 days i get PTSD just by thinking about it, it was for sure darkest page of my life)
Bad case of Brainfog can barely write any coherent sentences or it'll take ages (like this post JFL)
My mood changes way too often
My skin looks like shit (i'm 27 soon and i look like i'm in mid 30s)
Bad eye sight (have to wear glasses)
Horrible allergy all year round (worst in spring/summer) + runny nose
Pain in the back and Achilles tendon pain
Repetitive strain injury (RSI) in both wrists
My teeths are rotting and hurt pretty bad, i think my ear and eye got infection few months ago due holes in teeths i guess i will die if it will spread to my brain + bad breath but i guess that's good since i can scare off foids
Liver is fucked due shitty diet since i was 15
Stomach is overreacting way too much it may be low acid (since i had bad gas problem but since i started eating cumin it helped a lot)
My Blood brain barrier may be leaking (i can take lower doses of drugs and still get the effect but heavy metals may fuck me hard)
High blood pressure (artery) due loneliness, stress with anxiety and depression.
My hairline? What's that i'm at NW2 level of balding everything because i never had a gf fuck you whores
Erectile dysfunction i won't last more than 30sec-1min inside pussy. (who cares not a single foid gonna see my dick but worth pointing out anway)
Since kindergarten i was scared of pain even tho i was fighting a lot with other dudes i guess i was and kinda still are low t soyboy.
I guess now it's settled i have bad case of autism since nobody gonna read this autobiography anyway.
What about you?
