I had so much ambition to achieve things. I dreamt a lot. I achieved some things but every one tried to stomp me down whether be it sports or arts. I remember somehow getting into the school band. Somehow I became part of the musical elite but that turned out for the worse. There was a chad there who had chaldite sidekicks. I can sing but was too shy to show it then so I mostly played piano and guitar. But the chaldites would always make fun of my face. I would never be included in their groups. Singing mostly consisted of foids, so obviously I was never allowed in their group. The chad was the main male singer. He always had a flock of foids around him. They would always do singing sessions without me.
The Chad would behave nice infront of my face so I thought he is a friend. While the chaldites always made fun of me and always kept me under them. I was only allowed to play during the morning and evening where we had to sing a song. But they always ignored me and didn't inform me whenever events came together. It was also a place of lot of drama. The boys and girls flirted with each other while I was always left out. But still I felt good there as I tried to teach my juniors something about music.
I had a lot of musical creativity back then but I was never given an oppurtinity to lead a band at any event. Their music was bland and their singing had no structure. It was like a choir but instead of singing gosphel music, they sang pop bollywood songs which has many solo parts. They also didn;t harmonise like a choir. So I thought I could teach them the musical structure but I whenever I tried to bring a new idea it had the same reaction : foids ignoring my ideas saying some dumb reasons as they can only listen to ideas made by chads and chaldites. The chaldites would say things along the lines of "who do you think you are?" and also "Have you seen your face?" yes that is an insult in my country. The chad was also doing the same thing. I had not support from teachers because the teachers didn't do anything. They left everything for the "leaders" to do which were mostly chads and stacies. In my previous school, the teachers recognized my talents so I had their support but here I was doomed. Also here the foid teachers were behaved like friends with the chads and chaldites and the male teachers were cucked. Also I had hit my puberty so I had transformed into my incel form compeletely. I could sense the teachers sensing me as a low tier man and so didn't gave me any respect.
So these fools would always stomp me down. They would never give me any oppurtinity to perform at events and then one day the chad couped and made me exit out of the band. The chad complained to teacher of me coming late to school eventhough many members of the band came late to school as we were not required to reach class on time as we were part of the band. The chad got me out of the band. Still I tried to get into events but I could never be part of their chad, chaldite and stacy group.
I of course had no knowledge of the blackpill and never understood, why they felt insulted when I tried to teach them some musical sense. Why foids were always flocking the chad and why I could never have done anything that would make them give me an oppurtinity.
The Chad would behave nice infront of my face so I thought he is a friend. While the chaldites always made fun of me and always kept me under them. I was only allowed to play during the morning and evening where we had to sing a song. But they always ignored me and didn't inform me whenever events came together. It was also a place of lot of drama. The boys and girls flirted with each other while I was always left out. But still I felt good there as I tried to teach my juniors something about music.
I had a lot of musical creativity back then but I was never given an oppurtinity to lead a band at any event. Their music was bland and their singing had no structure. It was like a choir but instead of singing gosphel music, they sang pop bollywood songs which has many solo parts. They also didn;t harmonise like a choir. So I thought I could teach them the musical structure but I whenever I tried to bring a new idea it had the same reaction : foids ignoring my ideas saying some dumb reasons as they can only listen to ideas made by chads and chaldites. The chaldites would say things along the lines of "who do you think you are?" and also "Have you seen your face?" yes that is an insult in my country. The chad was also doing the same thing. I had not support from teachers because the teachers didn't do anything. They left everything for the "leaders" to do which were mostly chads and stacies. In my previous school, the teachers recognized my talents so I had their support but here I was doomed. Also here the foid teachers were behaved like friends with the chads and chaldites and the male teachers were cucked. Also I had hit my puberty so I had transformed into my incel form compeletely. I could sense the teachers sensing me as a low tier man and so didn't gave me any respect.
So these fools would always stomp me down. They would never give me any oppurtinity to perform at events and then one day the chad couped and made me exit out of the band. The chad complained to teacher of me coming late to school eventhough many members of the band came late to school as we were not required to reach class on time as we were part of the band. The chad got me out of the band. Still I tried to get into events but I could never be part of their chad, chaldite and stacy group.
I of course had no knowledge of the blackpill and never understood, why they felt insulted when I tried to teach them some musical sense. Why foids were always flocking the chad and why I could never have done anything that would make them give me an oppurtinity.
