Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm usually very cynical and a genuine avoidant loner and really don't want a girlfriend all that much. I know bitches ain't shit and would make my life much worse. Plus I can never actually get one cause I'm a bald and ugly autist.
So I repress that whole aspect of life, love and sex and whatnot.
But then every once in a while I have a dream about having a girlfriend, and it ruins my mood for several days. I dream about a woman caring about me, me caring about her, cuddling and hugging and getting along. When you're dreaming reality goes out the window, what you know about the vile nature of women doesn't matter. You only imagine the best parts, those that taunt you the most.
It's like all that effort while awake that goes into actively forgetting anything related to girlfriends or love and stuff like that, it all goes out the window while I'm dreaming. So my brain finds a way to remind me of what I'm missing out on and I'll never get.
So I repress that whole aspect of life, love and sex and whatnot.
But then every once in a while I have a dream about having a girlfriend, and it ruins my mood for several days. I dream about a woman caring about me, me caring about her, cuddling and hugging and getting along. When you're dreaming reality goes out the window, what you know about the vile nature of women doesn't matter. You only imagine the best parts, those that taunt you the most.
It's like all that effort while awake that goes into actively forgetting anything related to girlfriends or love and stuff like that, it all goes out the window while I'm dreaming. So my brain finds a way to remind me of what I'm missing out on and I'll never get.
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