[SuicideFuel] I am closer to 80 than to 30.

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There are people here who don't remember The Trade Center Bombing, The Year 2000. I was 30 in 1992, and that seemed very recent to me. So in that gap of time, I will be over 80. 1992 seems like yesterday to me. I am closer to 90 than to college, I am closer to 95 than to high school. I feel I just graduated high school. If I stepped foot in there, it would seem like I just left. Time is going very fast. If I walk into a college, I feel like I'm still a student there. I sit in the cafeteria and it seems so recent. I still remember the smell of the furniture, the freshly sharpened pencils, the text books and the carbon paper. I even still remember my mother taking me to the first day of elementary school, in 1968. We had spaghetti for lunch. I still remember learning the alphabet, spelling simple words, President Nixon. We all watched The first Moon Landing (in school) on a Black and White TV. Time is going so fats, just like on that movie The Time Machine, from around 1959.
 
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Fucking brutal age pill man. You and grotesgue should talk. Hes 38 and the age pill has ruined him.
 
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FUUUCK STOP im only 22 but aging is by far my biggest fear and it already feels like i'm still 16
 
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There are people here who don't remember The Trade Center Bombing
I do, I was twelve. I was playing with Lego in the living room (I was a NEET back then, I didn't go to school for a couple of years) and watching TV when the show got interrupted and the WTC burning was shown. I thought it was an accident, but then the other place hit the second tower live, shit was crazy. Biggest happening ever, imagine the threads if /pol/ existed back then.
 
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As you get older, time seems to accelerate.
 
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I remember the bombing it was done by ramzi yousef
 
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As you get older, time seems to accelerate.
It's the contrast between the years you've already been through with the time ahead of you, the time it takes to get through a day, or a year, as well as the fact that we internalize and remember less events as we get older. You'll remember the first time, or first few times you try or see something new, but not usually the next several thousand. Apply that to everything in life, and there you go.
 
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As you get older, time seems to accelerate.
Can confirm. Not sure why but it's really noticeable.
This is one of the things that angers me the most, along with the massive amount of regret involving wasted time. I wonder if our perception of time decreases as it goes on because of us having fewer new experiences and brain growth mostly stopping around 25.
 
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Time is on the clock everything you have ever wanted has long faded out of the realm of possibility even those little things like those small moments of joy and hope are getting ready to end forever with nothing tangible to show for it.


This hits hard I wish you the best.
 
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There are people here who don't remember The Trade Center Bombing, The Year 2000. I was 30 in 1992, and that seemed very recent to me. So in that gap of time, I will be over 80. 1992 seems like yesterday to me. I am closer to 90 than to college, I am closer to 95 than to high school. I feel I just graduated high school. If I stepped foot in there, it would seem like I just left. Time is going very fast. If I walk into a college, I feel like I'm still a student there. I sit in the cafeteria and it seems so recent. I still remember the smell of the furniture, the freshly sharpened pencils, the text books and the carbon paper. I even still remember my mother taking me to the first day of elementary school, in 1968. We had spaghetti for lunch. I still remember learning the alphabet, spelling simple words, President Nixon. We all watched The first Moon Landing (in school) on a Black and White TV. Time is going so fats, just like on that movie The Time Machine, from around 1959.
This is pretty damn poignant, as I can totally relate. I never got over turning 30, yet here I am, just a few months away from turning fucking FIFTY! Time seems to accelerate at an alarming rate as you get older. It's kind of like jumping out of an airplane and plummeting faster and faster towards earth.
 
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Yes, the agepill is brutal and comes to us all. I'm 'only' 32, still a young man technically, but I know the best years of my life are over and I will NEVER get them back. I find myself returning to my old childhood haunts and reminiscing fondly of happier, innocent times--before mobile phones, the internet, social media, selfies, hardcore porn and the like. I remember long, hot summers that never seemed to end, riding bicycles with my friends and sisters, playing Sega and DOS games with my younger brother, with the burgeoning Britpop scene being the soundtrack behind it all. Life just seemed so magical and promising back then.

There was a song that always used to play on the car radio, Pulp's Disco 2000. It referred to a man meeting up with his old school crush many years later, in the year 2000 to be precise. As a child in the mid 90s, the year 2000 seemed like an impossibly long time away and I was so excited knowing I would be a teenager during that year. But little would I know that my adolescence would be the starting point of 20 years of misery.

Twenty years--where did they go? An entire generation of teenagers has passed since then, and the world's changed so much I can barely comprehend it. The journey into adulthood was supposed to be an exciting adventure full of milestones and experiences, yet my happiest moments going through that process was when I was alone in front of an internet-connected PC. I look at the FB pages of long-lost schoolfriends and compare the differences between their lives and my own. That could've, and should've, been ME! But it wasn't, all because of who my parents were. But I already know how this story will end, because it happened to my uncle, who died a childless virgin in his late 60s after living in his parents' home his entire life.

Incidentally, I was 15 when 9/11 happened and I shamefully admit that I changed the channel, as I found it boring and unimportant. Americans were just some English-speaking foreigners in a distant land I knew nothing of--a damning indictment of my country's education system, but also of my own lack of intellectual curiosity at that time.
 
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Yes, the agepill is brutal and comes to us all. I'm 'only' 32, still a young man technically, but I know the best years of my life are over and I will NEVER get them back. I find myself returning to my old childhood haunts and reminiscing fondly of happier, innocent times--before mobile phones, the internet, social media, selfies, hardcore porn and the like. I remember long, hot summers that never seemed to end, riding bicycles with my friends and sisters, playing Sega and DOS games with my younger brother, with the burgeoning Britpop scene being the soundtrack behind it all. Life just seemed so magical and promising back then.

There was a song that always used to play on the car radio, Pulp's Disco 2000. It referred to a man meeting up with his old school crush many years later, in the year 2000 to be precise. As a child in the mid 90s, the year 2000 seemed like an impossibly long time away and I was so excited knowing I would be a teenager during that year. But little would I know that my adolescence would be the starting point of 20 years of misery.

Twenty years--where did they go? An entire generation of teenagers has passed since then, and the world's changed so much I can barely comprehend it. The journey into adulthood was supposed to be an exciting adventure full of milestones and experiences, yet my happiest moments going through that process was when I was alone in front of an internet-connected PC. I look at the FB pages of long-lost schoolfriends and compare the differences between their lives and my own. That could've, and should've, been ME! But it wasn't, all because of who my parents were. But I already know how this story will end, because it happened to my uncle, who died a childless virgin in his late 60s after living in his parents' home his entire life.

Incidentally, I was 15 when 9/11 happened and I shamefully admit that I changed the channel, as I found it boring and unimportant. Americans were just some English-speaking foreigners in a distant land I knew nothing of--a damning indictment of my country's education system, but also of my own lack of intellectual curiosity at that time.
Couple years younger and American, but I relate heavily to the essence of this post. All my happiest times of my teens and 20s were spent "alone in front of an internet-connected PC," and that's damn sad. It would be easier to cope if I had at least developed skills in some hobbies, but I did nothing and I am nothing.
 
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The agepill is a hard pill to swallow.
 
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Agepill is the most brutal pill. It will strike us no matter our height, race, face, etc. Life reaper makes Norwood raper looks like a tour guide
 
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Agepill is the worst pill. Inevitable shit..
 
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Yeah the years just go by faster and faster. It really fucking sucks
 
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this is a brutal agepill. I'm sorry br0
 
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Looks brutal. Being young is the best.
 
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I do, I was twelve. I was playing with Lego in the living room (I was a NEET back then, I didn't go to school for a couple of years) and watching TV when the show got interrupted and the WTC burning was shown. I thought it was an accident, but then the other place hit the second tower live, shit was crazy. Biggest happening ever, imagine the threads if /pol/ existed back then.
I was in 10th grade chemistry class. I remember it well because it was a pretty big deal due to our proximity to the pentagon and a lot of students had parents who worked there. We got the next two days off school
 
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I was in 10th grade chemistry class. I remember it well because it was a pretty big deal due to our proximity to the pentagon and a lot of students had parents who worked there. We got the next two days off school
OP was talking about the 1993 bombing.

There are posters here that were born after 9/11 though, or were infants.
 
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I dont know i guess im jealous of you since youre closer to dead
 
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Holy shit, it's amazing you haven't blown your brains out yet
 
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Not gonna lie, this post nearly made me tear up. How do you deal with the loneliness? It must be horrible for you, and what's worse is I know that's what's waiting for me in the future, and I dread every moment of it.
 
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I'm only 19 and already feel like a rotting philosophist sitting by his office researching deep stuff all day
 
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I'm on my early 30's. I was sitting at home playing on 9/11, when I heard about the first tower to blow up on TV, it was firstly considered as an airplane accident, then a few minutes latter when the second plane crashed to the second tower, the title changed to "America is under attack". Watched this, but it was going live and transmitted on almost every TV channels for like 3 weeks, I was bored at the end. I also remember the time where cellphones became widely available by the end of the 1990's, across school. Texting was then very popular, since calls were quite expensive.

I remember all the festivities of the new century, and hopes that this century will be the most civilized/developed, eradicating poverty, social improvements, changing the course of humanity, etc.

I bought the PS2 when it first came out to the market, leaving my PS1, it was considered the best game console then.
Also, I didn't had really any friend and almost never hanged out with someone, nor was I invited to parties from guys of my age, but went to some from my parents social circle. Was mostly biking across my city alone, I liked it. I was a lonely child and teenager just like I'm now, but with more hope that better days would come and more ambitions.

I remember travels I made my own during the 2000's. Still, back then I saw adulthood as something that was totally different than what I experienced since becoming one, as something exciting, were I would be treated with respect, become a successfull indepedent men, full of opportunities, and that I will have lots of friends/social circles and foids. Nothing of this never happened to me, just pain and deception, actually I would prefer to go back to my childhood/teenagers years.

I remember well, some relatives/familly which I spent time with and spoke a lot with them, and saw them die, that was the worst part of my life.

I remember the years early-mid 2000's as something that happened just yesterday, and I'm still having nostalgia of the years when I was 12-17 yo. It's just like if it was yesterday. Time is passing so quickly. Unfortunately, for the worst for me.
 
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You are 57 brother?, Brutal
 
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You have good taste in movies.
Rod Taylor aged badly. I didn't bother to look how he looked near the end.
 
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Jesus Christ man
This fucking kills me. It's awful. I can tell how much the time is speeding up. I remember when I was 10, getting to summer was a milestone that kept looming in distance forever. I am still mentally stuck in mid January and it's already March. If I wander far enough in my mind when thinking about things I sometimes start counting years as if it's 2017.
This ride is fucking brutal someone put the breaks on this shit
 
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Aye the age pill is brutal. 17 years ago i was 17. But from birth to 17 seemed so slow, compared to 17 to 34. I'll be 40 before I know it :cryfeels:
 
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There are people here who don't remember The Trade Center Bombing, The Year 2000. I was 30 in 1992, and that seemed very recent to me. So in that gap of time, I will be over 80. 1992 seems like yesterday to me. I am closer to 90 than to college, I am closer to 95 than to high school. I feel I just graduated high school. If I stepped foot in there, it would seem like I just left. Time is going very fast. If I walk into a college, I feel like I'm still a student there. I sit in the cafeteria and it seems so recent. I still remember the smell of the furniture, the freshly sharpened pencils, the text books and the carbon paper. I even still remember my mother taking me to the first day of elementary school, in 1968. We had spaghetti for lunch. I still remember learning the alphabet, spelling simple words, President Nixon. We all watched The first Moon Landing (in school) on a Black and White TV. Time is going so fats, just like on that movie The Time Machine, from around 1959.
I can really relate to this, at 30.

This is why I approach.

Approaching slows time down at least.
 
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Damn agepill literally will kill us all
 
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Brutal agepill. Probably the worst pill.
 

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