Blackpill I am the only one of the group left alone to rot

[HyperVersager_4EVER]

I used to have a friend group of nerds in HS
I don't know how but despite my social ineptitude I managed to befriend them
We used to play dumb card games and shit
Made the life more bearable, my sincerest thanks to them
Time flew away, it was time for Uni
All of those nerds managed to enter respectable engineering fields in the most prestigious universities of my country
Fuck it one of the manlets even managed get a girl, despite the incredulity of the fact
They are enjoying their lives, have detailed plans for their future, have some amount of hope
Can cope with saying that they will only be able to betabuxx maybe, but can a starving man judge a man who eats bad food?
But doesn't really matter because I have nothing compared to them
I don't study a prestigious field like them
I have no hope or any aspiration like them
They have a long life ahead of them, a long time that they will surely enjoy at least some of it, a long time that resembles life
My own youth on the other hand serves only as a sad reminder that there are still more decades to suffer, if I don't take matters to my own hand
I am left alone to rot and can't stop this torture
And surely no one will bother aiding a subhuman if it can't help itself
No hope, no cope with this fact
It's over

 

[Deleted member 26140]

You sound like Saint Elliot jfl

 

[ihaveno1]

That sucks man, the nerds at my hs wanted nothing to do with me