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So the annual day of suffering has arrived the other day and as usual, the only people that gave a shit about bothering to congradulate it were my own parents(though frankly i wish they would stop too). This time however it was...different, i only cried a little bit as opposed to the usual hour of crying. Betwen this and the loss of empathy since the previous year, i think im slowly becoming soulless.
Im predicting that pretty soon il stop carring about anything at all and will just waddle around like a droid without any directions to follow. Or maybe this was just a one time thing, and if i find any hope that my bday will instantly crush it like a can and i will be feeling worse then ever before, guess il have to wait and see.
//Quick rant//
There are no words in the English language that would suffice to explain how much i hate people nowadays, i swear 3 times by Allah and the Judgement day that if i had the power to bring aliens or a similar calamity upon this planet, i would. This dumpster fire of a civilization deserves to have the floor mopped with it.
After all the shit i witnessed, not just on my own skin, but that happened to others aswell...i don't think we even have a chance at redemption.
//Rant over//
Having nobody give a fuck about you is a pretty hard way to live, not gonna lie
Im predicting that pretty soon il stop carring about anything at all and will just waddle around like a droid without any directions to follow. Or maybe this was just a one time thing, and if i find any hope that my bday will instantly crush it like a can and i will be feeling worse then ever before, guess il have to wait and see.
//Quick rant//
There are no words in the English language that would suffice to explain how much i hate people nowadays, i swear 3 times by Allah and the Judgement day that if i had the power to bring aliens or a similar calamity upon this planet, i would. This dumpster fire of a civilization deserves to have the floor mopped with it.
After all the shit i witnessed, not just on my own skin, but that happened to others aswell...i don't think we even have a chance at redemption.
//Rant over//
Having nobody give a fuck about you is a pretty hard way to live, not gonna lie