Discussion I don’t know why I hate women so much

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"I'm a servant of God, yeah I fantasize about getting fucked as a woman, I'm still a Christian"

Yeah sure, I'm sure it works like that, you are definitely going to heaven :feelskek:
You don't understand Christianity and how salvation works, because you are not of the truth.
But yes, I prayed today, that I don't get these images again. But they don't bother me much since it is very rare, they last some seconds and were possibly mostly (co-)induced by porn, because I remember I got them hours and days after watching. And if I have them or not doesn't change, that my masculine identity is fragile.
There are dozens more sinful things in my mind, who I have to battle or suffer daily. But I also know the peace of the Lord, which is worthy above all.

A porn blocker should not be so easy to disable or he would not make sense. And why should I get more filth in me through my eyes? Do you even think that watching porn on purpose is one hairline better than any fantasy in the mind?
 
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You don't understand Christianity and how salvation works, because you are not of the truth.

I even have one or two times a year the fantasy of being a woman.

You are definitely a Christian that is of "the truth"

:feelskek::feelskek::feelskek:

Do you thank God for your pleasurable body swap fantasies when you pray or do you leave that out?

:feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek:

People like you are exhibit A of how the religious are really all just a bunch of hypocritical sinners that make up special rules for themselves, with the only consistent rule being - "X bad thing I do is forgiven when I ask for forgiveness", this is why there is never a consistent rule set, nothing you have described of yourself so far sounds remotely Christian, yet I can tell you are completely convinced you are a "good Christian"

Religion is truly amazing
 
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You are definitely a Christian that is of "the truth"

:feelskek::feelskek::feelskek:

Do you thank God for your pleasurable body swap fantasies when you pray or do you leave that out?

:feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek::feelskek:

People like you are exhibit A of how the religious are really all just a bunch of hypocritical sinners that make up special rules for themselves, with the only consistent rule being - "X bad thing I do is forgiven when I ask for forgiveness", this is why there is never a consistent rule set, nothing you have described of yourself so far sounds remotely Christian, yet I can tell you are completely convinced you are a "good Christian"

Religion is truly amazing
Good Christian? You don't become righteous by doing or thinking less sinful than the rest. Jesus said to the religious hypocrites: “Truly, I say to you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes go into the kingdom of God before you. 32 For John came to you in the way of righteousness, and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and the prostitutes believed him. And even when you saw it, you did not afterward change your minds and believe him"
You don't like God's way and God's offer for sinners, so you will reap what you sow. You are under damnation.