Half man, full child (of God)
- Feb 7, 2020
- 37d 11h 10m
You don't understand Christianity and how salvation works, because you are not of the truth."I'm a servant of God, yeah I fantasize about getting fucked as a woman, I'm still a Christian"
Yeah sure, I'm sure it works like that, you are definitely going to heaven
But yes, I prayed today, that I don't get these images again. But they don't bother me much since it is very rare, they last some seconds and were possibly mostly (co-)induced by porn, because I remember I got them hours and days after watching. And if I have them or not doesn't change, that my masculine identity is fragile.
There are dozens more sinful things in my mind, who I have to battle or suffer daily. But I also know the peace of the Lord, which is worthy above all.
A porn blocker should not be so easy to disable or he would not make sense. And why should I get more filth in me through my eyes? Do you even think that watching porn on purpose is one hairline better than any fantasy in the mind?