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I'm exhausted. I've been discussing my problems with family members and mental health workers for an eternity now. No one has any solutions. It's an endless cycle of repeating myself, arguing with braindead cunts, and trying new medications every week. None of these assholes take me seriously. They change the subject whenever I talk about suicide, job accommodations, welfare/disability benefits, or anything else that would actually help me.
I genuinely want to die. There's no reason for me to get out of bed in the morning. Something as simple as eating a meal or watching TV feels like a chore. I think I've finally realized that no one really gives a fuck about me, including my family. My parents know how much I'm suffering but they just go about their daily routine of wasting oxygen and being indifferent to everything around them. I just want to blow my brains out in front of them and have that image burned into their minds forever. It's so hard to cope knowing that we're completely alone in our suffering. I don't feel strong enough to survive on my own
I genuinely want to die. There's no reason for me to get out of bed in the morning. Something as simple as eating a meal or watching TV feels like a chore. I think I've finally realized that no one really gives a fuck about me, including my family. My parents know how much I'm suffering but they just go about their daily routine of wasting oxygen and being indifferent to everything around them. I just want to blow my brains out in front of them and have that image burned into their minds forever. It's so hard to cope knowing that we're completely alone in our suffering. I don't feel strong enough to survive on my own