Or at least, try to sleep. Insomnia is a pain. I always need to hold onto something like a pillow because otherwise, my hands have nowhere to go but on my jutting ribs and obliques. Sleep has to be forced too, often with a pill. I used a sleeping aid last night after spending an hour failing to fall asleep naturally. The actual sleep is subpar too. I'll get five or six, seven if I'm lucky, hours of shitty sleep, and I can't catch those last couple hours because I'm famished and my cat probably is too. I wish I never had to sleep, that I could spend my entire life awake. The need for sleep is one of our worst flaws as mammals.
