chadguts
5'8" is my best quality
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- Joined
- Aug 27, 2019
- Posts
- 25
During middle school, I coped with my mental illness and lack of social awareness by making friends online (as many of us on here do). But as I get older (I am 18 now) I'm finding it harder and harder to talk to people one on one, even online. The struggles I have in real life are starting to pass onto the internet too. Even on this site, where we're all basically in the same boat, it's incredibly difficult for me to talk directly to you guys. I can make these open-ended posts, but I usually can never reply, and I never have the balls to DM anybody I think I could get along with. It's just too hard, I feel like every time I try I'm just going to say something stupid and get cast out of this community like everywhere else. I know that probably won't happen, but it scares me.
I don't know what to do. I don't want to be alone, the internet is all I have. If I can't communicate on here, what else is there? Am I really so retarded that I can't even talk to other people who are at the same level hated by society as I am? What the hell is wrong with me?
I don't know what to do. I don't want to be alone, the internet is all I have. If I can't communicate on here, what else is there? Am I really so retarded that I can't even talk to other people who are at the same level hated by society as I am? What the hell is wrong with me?