I haven't posted a lot recently (although you probably didn't even notice, you bastards but whatever). What happened is that my job fired my ass like two months ago, I took a break and I got new a job that is more time consuming. So I haven't had more time to post here but the good thing is that my new job is on the tenth floor on a twelve story building. I think I could get access to the roof and jump to my dead. Probably by Christmas or new year these year, I haven't decided yet. What I have decided however is that I don't wanna live anymore. Nothing brings me happiness and now I have less time to cope. It'll be over for me soon.
