Deleted member 30339
SoberCel
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- Oct 22, 2020
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My whole life i have been faced with faliure.
When it comes to school, meeting people, making dreams come true... and women
I can't bear to stand the void filling my whole body while i lay in bed and listen to sad songs about love.
I can never feel someones hand on my cheek, gazing into one another.
Feeling my heartbeat going faster, feeling that sense of pleasure and love.
Love.
Touch-starved and out of copes, i feel sick to my stomach every time i lay down in bed and i get the urge to hug my pillow like its a girl.
I start to feel somewhat safe but at the same time sad because the more i do that, the more i feel lonely.
The worst things that i have witnessed is that when friends say thay im a 10/10 and that i could easily get dates, i got the idea to make a tinder so i could prove them wrong.
My phone was constantly at my finger tips, checking tinder every 5min to see if there were any changes. And alas, nothing.
I posted all of my pics that ''looked good'' with the effort to seem more attractive.
Thus i waited for 2 months and i still got nothing. Zero.
I made my tinder at the same time as my femoid friend did, and she got 6 matches on the 2nd day.
I'm a frustrated virgin that missed out on teenage love.
When it comes to school, meeting people, making dreams come true... and women
I can't bear to stand the void filling my whole body while i lay in bed and listen to sad songs about love.
I can never feel someones hand on my cheek, gazing into one another.
Feeling my heartbeat going faster, feeling that sense of pleasure and love.
Love.
Touch-starved and out of copes, i feel sick to my stomach every time i lay down in bed and i get the urge to hug my pillow like its a girl.
I start to feel somewhat safe but at the same time sad because the more i do that, the more i feel lonely.
The worst things that i have witnessed is that when friends say thay im a 10/10 and that i could easily get dates, i got the idea to make a tinder so i could prove them wrong.
My phone was constantly at my finger tips, checking tinder every 5min to see if there were any changes. And alas, nothing.
I posted all of my pics that ''looked good'' with the effort to seem more attractive.
Thus i waited for 2 months and i still got nothing. Zero.
I made my tinder at the same time as my femoid friend did, and she got 6 matches on the 2nd day.
I'm a frustrated virgin that missed out on teenage love.