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Mainländer

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I was watching some random YT videos and came across this live version of an old pop success:


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNxNXcNSyTk

That girl doing the backing vocals. Just because she's white, young and makes some cute faces while singing, it already stirs strong emotions on me.

Why things have to be this way? Even after all I went through at the hands of women, and all the blackpills, and all the evils and injustices galore I saw women doing, biology/the flesh still win.

I hate this tbh. I think the only solutions are either monk/isolationmaxxing or dark triad maxxing. But can someone with feelings actually succeed in killing their feelings? I don't think so. Also, I don't want to become evil. I think foids want me to do it. They want to turn another kind heart into a violent, manipulative, criminal scumbag. I don't want them to succeed. I have some narcissism in me, as well as hatred and desire to be physically aggressive towards certain people, but I don't want these to take the best of me.

I have feelings. I'm lonely and sexually starved. If I go even 2 days without fapping I start devouring any remotely attractive foid I see outside with my eyes. I have no vocation for this incel thing, but this is what I get because of my ugly face and normal functioning heart (able to feel feelings).
 
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Brutal racepill. I can only ever fall in love with young white girls. Maybe Asian. Even if they're ugly, before someone comes with high standards talk at me.

Maybe the solution is trying to go for some extremely ugly black girl;. At least I won't catch feelings. But I've been rejected by those as well in the past.
 
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doesn't she probably look like one of your possible oneitis?
i totally get you , fapmaxxing could be a better solution rather than isolationmaxxing / monkmaxxing.
we can't fucking avoid them , we are constantly seeing them and we have really no choice other than monkmaxxing shit.
this is a chad's world...
 
doesn't she probably look like one of your possible oneitis?
She looks like my mom when she was young.

i totally get you , fapmaxxing could be a better solution rather than isolationmaxxing / monkmaxxing.
My dopamine is fucked and I can only coom to extreme female degradation and humiliation videos if I'm not "charged" enough. This sucks, I don't want to watch all that crap anymore. Makes me sad to watch other guys doing that to foids. Porn is sinful and cucked. I wish I had a girl to do that to, since foids love that anyway. It wouldn't be nearly as degenerate in a committed relationship scenario.

we can't fucking avoid them , we are constantly seeing them and we have really no choice other than monkmaxxing shit.
this is a chad's world...
Damn.
 
Christ this video reminds me of the disney shit that foids were watching and they boy bands they were obsessed with, ugh
Every guy in that video mogs me by at least 3 PSL points. If I had the looks of that pretty boy singing the chorus I would have already fucked like 1000 JBs by now.
 
Brutal racepill. I can only ever fall in love with young white girls. Maybe Asian. Even if they're ugly, before someone comes with high standards talk at me.

Maybe the solution is trying to go for some extremely ugly black girl;. At least I won't catch feelings. But I've been rejected by those as well in the past.

Do you realize that you just admitted that the blackpill goes in the other direction too? Since you admitted that you cannot have good feelings for an ugly girl. That is what they see when they see ugly people like us. This is basic biology. Good looking people will always experience compassion, love, kindness, and acceptance while ugly people experience rejection. Life is brutal.
 
She looks like my mom when she was young.


My dopamine is fucked and I can only coom to extreme female degradation and humiliation videos if I'm not "charged" enough. This sucks, I don't want to watch all that crap anymore. Makes me sad to watch other guys doing that to foids. Porn is sinful and cucked. I wish I had a girl to do that to, since foids love that anyway. It wouldn't be nearly as degenerate in a committed relationship scenario.


Damn.
i quit watching regular porn long ago , its brutally depressing to watch chads have sex with foids or gigastacies.
i'm into whole new level of porn which i can't discuss it here.
and sometimes i make fake chad account in telegram , easily pick a girl from chatrooms and ask her to send nudes. and they give it to me asap :(( it's depressing kinda but still it's fresh material and it makes me turned on.
Do you realize that you just admitted that the blackpill goes in the other direction too? Since you admitted that you cannot have good feelings for an ugly girl. That is what they see when they see ugly people like us. This is basic biology. Good looking people will always experience compassion, love, kindness, and acceptance while ugly people experience rejection. Life is brutal.
maybe it's because of fucking movies and series. people get used to watch chads and stacies fall in love with each other in movies. the definition of attraction and relationship changed by media. i blame media for all this shit
 
Do you realize that you just admitted that the blackpill goes in the other direction too? Since you admitted that you cannot have good feelings for an ugly girl. That is what they see when they see ugly people like us. This is basic biology. Good looking people will always experience compassion, love, kindness, and acceptance while ugly people experience rejection. Life is brutal.
Did you even read what I wrote properly? I have already fallen in love with several ugly girls. Cockeyed girls, horsefaced girls, fat girls, girls with fucked up teeth, you name it. I can fall in love for ugly girls as long as they're white and young.

The blackpill doesn't go the other direction, men are thirsty as fuck. If the ugliest foid from IT messaged anyone here offering pity sex, more people than not would take it.
 
Every guy in that video mogs me by at least 3 PSL points. If I had the looks of that pretty boy singing the chorus I would have already fucked like 1000 JBs by now.
Remember when teen idol prettyboys were popular back in the late 2000s? You had shit like Drake and Josh and One Direction, It was every foid's wet dream. Now soundcloud rappers have taken over. I notice that during the late 2000s, it was less cynical, it was pure teenage coming of age, simpler and happier times. But during this soundcloud rapper era, everything is cynical and people are coping with drugs like xanax.

Also these soundcloud rappers are dying pretty young like xxtentation and juice wlrd, society is headed towards a fast life history strategy.
 
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Did you even read what I wrote properly? I have already fallen in love for several ugly girls. I can fall in love for ugly girls as long as they're white and young.

The blackpill doesn't go the other direction, men are thirsty as fuck. If the ugliest foid from IT messaged anyone here offering pity sex, more people than not would take it.
You said you have approached some women and got rejected. This does not mean you have feelings for them. Being thirsty for a fuck is not the same thing as loving someone. If I fuck a foid it will have absolutely nothing to do with love.
 
i'm into whole new level of porn which i can't discuss it here.
:feelswhere:

and sometimes i make fake chad account in telegram , easily pick a girl from chatrooms and ask her to send nudes. and they give it to me asap :(( it's depressing kinda but still it's fresh material and it makes me turned on.
Bro this is way more depressing than watching porn. I too avoid amateur shit with Chads in it. If I have to fap to some fucked up stuff, I'd rather watch Japanese thanksgiving stuff where micropenis, old, fat ricecels get to do fucked up shit with pretty JAV actresses. This is still disgusting and extremely sinful and degenerate but at least it doesn't make you wanna die.

Remember when teen idol prettyboys were popular back in the late 2000s? You had shit like Drake and Josh and One Direction, It was every foid's wet dream. Now soundcloud rappers have taken over. I notice that during the late 2000s, it was less cynical, it was pure teenage coming of age, simpler and happier times. But during this soundcloud rapper era, everything is cynical and people are coping with drugs like xanax.
Thugmaxxing was never as trendy as nowadays. 90%+ of this site could easily ascend through atrocitymaxxing. Women are uncontrollably attracted to evil. Just as they are sexually repulsed by kindness and those pure, romantic onitis feelings many men tend to feel.
 
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Thugmaxxing was never as trendy as nowadays. 90%+ of this site could easily ascend through atrocitymaxxing. Women are uncontrollably attracted to evil.
Boy bandmaxxing was never as trendy either because of the chink flu and streaming, zoomers can just use spotify instead of buying the band's merchandise unless you want to suck goldberg's dick in order to make it in the music industry
 
You said you have approached some women and got rejected. This does not mean you have feelings for them. Being thirsty for a fuck is not the same thing as loving someone. If I fuck a foid it will have absolutely nothing to do with love.
Romantic love is a lie anyway. But many men would feel romantic feelings and commit to ugly, nonwhite girls. Like I said, I've been in love with ugly girls before myself. Many times. My standards are: white and young. Other than that, as long as she's not so ugly it makes me have a jumpscare, I can potentially fall in love with her.
 
Brutal racepill. I can only ever fall in love with young white girls. Maybe Asian. Even if they're ugly, before someone comes with high standards talk at me.

Maybe the solution is trying to go for some extremely ugly black girl;. At least I won't catch feelings. But I've been rejected by those as well in the past.
it's impossible to deny JBW for this same reason

we as men can feel the power of the racepill when dealing with women: even not so attractive women are halo'ed by their race when they're white.
 
it's impossible to deny JBW for this same reason

we as men can feel the power of the racepill when dealing with women: even not so attractive women are halo'ed by their race when they're white.
I don't know how anyone can deny the fact whites are the most attractive race on average with a straight face. It's so fucking obvious, they've already tested it even with newborns. Those "beauty is subjective" liberals are a joke.

Every other race worships whites. Anime looks white. Pagan gods from nonwhite cultures commonly look white. BR foids use blinding white lighting on their pics to look white. They wear blue contact lenses and pretty much all of them straighten their hairs.

Satan is a Chad and lookism is the main religion of this crap of a fallen world.
 
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That girl doing the backing vocals. Just because she's white, young and makes some cute faces while singing, it already stirs strong emotions on me.
There's probably people in the comments section of that video that point that out and see the same appeal in that white girl that you did. If so it again shows how much thirstiness and competition there is out there tbh
 
There's probably people in the comments section of that video that point that out and see the same appeal in that white girl that you did.
Correct. Lots of them.

If so it again shows how much thirstiness and competition there is out there tbh
Yup. She's not even a Stacy but her SMV is already insane.

All a foid has to do to have infinite SMV is not being obese and not having a deformed face. If she acts cute and feminine like that girl in the video her SMV gets boosted to even much more extreme sky-high levels. And even those who are obese and deformed and act manly and bitchy have more SMV than us.
 
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Apparently this is her. Not sure, but from some other pics I saw, it does look like it's her. Brutal agepill.
 
Brutal racepill. I can only ever fall in love with young white girls. Maybe Asian. Even if they're ugly, before someone comes with high standards talk at me.

Maybe the solution is trying to go for some extremely ugly black girl;. At least I won't catch feelings. But I've been rejected by those as well in the past.
Indian women are the best looking women, it's common sense.
Teens are transforming themselves from ugly to be 2 11920 1436201442 1 dblbig


Abos take a very close second place

Abo pussy


And don't get me started on white women, they are so subhuman, they make me retch. Seriously White foids have STDs, and they look like dogs. White women are a creation of the devil
Download 7
 
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I can’t believe I just watched that godawful dross just to see a cute(?)foids face for 2 secs
 
She looks like my mom when she was young.
once i read something that said that males tend to be more attracted to females that look like their mother

and females tend to be more attracted to males that look like their father

dont know if its true tho
 
once i read something that said that males tend to be more attracted to females that look like their mother

and females tend to be more attracted to males that look like their father

dont know if its true tho
Yeah, that's Freudian Oedipus complex stuff. Not sure to what extent it's true either. I think it's normal to feel attracted to people of your own race.
 
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Apparently this is her. Not sure, but from some other pics I saw, it does look like it's her. Brutal agepill.
yeah, that's what happens with white foids. their skins are too thin and papery, and so their inside ugliness seeps to the outside with the passage of only a few years.
 
yeah, that's what happens with white foids. their skins are too thin and papery, and so their inside ugliness seeps to the outside with the passage of only a few years.
Actually, after more careful research, that's not her. I found the credits of everyone who performed in Junior Senior's first album and found her. Her name is Anna Dorthea Køster. The only thing about her on the internet other than that OP vid is this other video from a few years later (2005) though:


View: https://youtu.be/PwzKZPQFoLs?t=858

But you're still right. White foids age the worst. In Germany all child foids looked like angels, all teenage foids looked hot af, all young adult foids already looked significantly worse and all 30+ foids looked horrible.
 
Actually, after more careful research, that's not her. I found the credits of everyone who performed in Junior Senior's first album and found her. Her name is Anna Dorthea Køster. The only thing about her on the internet other than that OP vid is this other video from a few years later (2005) though:


View: https://youtu.be/PwzKZPQFoLs?t=858


But you're still right. White foids age the worst. In Germany all child foids looked like angels, all teenage foids looked hot, all young adult foids already looked significantly worse and all 30+ foids looked horrible.

their rapid aging process is one of the reasons why white foids are uniquely the ones that look fully developed at younger ages and become hags at 20-25, leading to the prevalence of ephebophilia in those who prefer white foids.
 
Sexual urges are caused in part by testosterone so just cut your balls off
 
Correct. Lots of them.
The internet enabled the average woman to live as a celebrity.
Yup. She's not even a Stacy but her SMV is already insane.
Sometimes thirsty guys get a lot of blame for how things are now but this is definitely one thing they've helped contribute to.
All a foid has to do to have infinite SMV is not being obese and not having a deformed face. If she acts cute and feminine like that girl in the video her SMV gets boosted to even much more extreme sky-high levels. And even those who are obese and deformed and act manly and bitchy have more SMV than us.
And what's more any guy that doesn't agree that the woman is beautiful is hounded by those cucks that are leaving compliments about those seemingly average/"cute" women. When it comes to how beautiful or attractive a woman is perceived to be people on the internet lose their mind when someone doesn't completely agree with their assessment. Not only do they have a desire to make women seem as attractive as possible but they are also intolerant of anyone that has a different opinion on this. They don't want to just add their opinion to the mix, they want to establish some sort of consensus elevating such women in some weird worship ritual.
 
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The internet enabled the average woman to live as a celebrity.
Indeed.

Sometimes thirsty guys get a lot of blame for how things are nowbut this is definitely one thing they've helped contribute to.
The "who's worse foids or cucks" debate is kinda pointless, both are to blame. It's like a crime where one criminal goes to you to rob you and the other one keeps his distance pointing his gun to you.

And what's more any guy that doesn't agree that the woman is beautiful is hounded by those cucks that are leaving compliments on those seemingly average/"cute" foids. When it comes to how beautiful or attractive a woman is perceived to be people on the internet lose their mind when someone doesn't completely agree with their assessment. Not only do they have a desire to make women seem as attractive as possible but they are also intolerant of anyone that has a different opinion on this. They don't want to just add their opinion to the mix, they want to establish some sort of consensus elevating such women in some weird worship ritual.
Like, the fact she's attractive to the VAST majority of men even though she's not nowhere near supermodel level goes without saying. No need at all to boost foids' egos complimenting them about it (they don't even like it, it doesn't even increase your chances at all).
 
The "who's worse foids or cucks" debate is kinda pointless, both are to blame. It's like a crime where one criminal goes to you to rob you and the other one keeps his distance pointing his gun to you.
But imo here it's the orbiters (male or female) that play up average women's attractiveness that are to blame. They probably know what they are doing too when doing this tbh. @Emba it's like they bought into the pop culture driven 80s and 90s era "strong independent women that's perfect in any way and their flaws only add to their beauty" propaganda messages, made it part of their identity and now insist on having everyone in the world match that since. Even though that era when those messages were first put out has long passed and a lot of those "empowering" messages were based on feel good propaganda back then that at least pretended to elevate both men and women instead of being one-sided.

People also hold women in higher esteem in subtle ways. The average woman is described in glowing terms compared to the average man and by default is said to be beautiful or cute. How often have you heard women described as being beautiful that end up being relatively plain with just a few enticing mannerisms? The media and politicians describe the average women like this even more than the average person (even the average person online) too and consider it "classy" to describe women by default this way and "misogynist" if otherwise.
Like, the fact she's attractive to the VAST majority of men even though she's not nowhere near supermodel level goes without saying. No need at all to boost foids' egos complimenting them about it (they don't even like it, it doesn't even increase your chances at all).
It's not even done for them to increase their chances. They just feel like they are good people for elevating random women they don't even know and making them out to be infallible. Which is bad enough but how they also angrily try to shut down anyone with a different opinion on this (despite how they say otherwise how beauty is supposedly subjective and not objective) makes it worse.
 
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It's not even done for them to increase their chances. They just feel like they are good people for elevating random women they don't even know and making them out to be infallible. Which is bad enough but how they also angrily try to shut down anyone with a different opinion on this (despite how they say otherwise how beauty is supposedly subjective and not objective) makes it worse.
It's particularly enraging because it doesn't do any good at all and it's also done against their self-interest. Those women get full of themselves, full of egotism and pride (which are BAD things, not good things; pride is a sin), thus thinking they are only worthy the absolute best and despising average and below man.

How is this a good action? Give 50 cents to your local beggar instead.
 
If there were a pill that erases all desire for sex forever, with no significant side effects, I would pay good money for it. Having a strong sex drive as an incel in a hypersexualized, feminist society is pure and utter torture. This must be some sort of cruel cosmic joke. People say your sex drive wanes as you get older. I hope their right. I'm in my later 20s, and it's stronger than it's ever been.
 
It's particularly enraging because it doesn't do any good at all and it's also done against their self-interest. Those women get full of themselves, full of egotism and pride (which are BAD things, not good things; pride is a sin), thus thinking they are only worthy the absolute best and despising average and below man.
If you haven't noticed already most people think this is the way it should be even if it doesn't make any sense to do it. They don't realize the problem of holding women in such high esteem over most men until it personally backfires on them. Actually not even then ngl
How is this a good action? Give 50 cents to your local beggar instead.
Most men are trying to come across as the good if not flawed, conflicted anti hero guy that can understand and uplift women (and only women) and will do whatever it takes to create this impression. Most women go along with this because it's good for their image and helps them up their standards for what they demand even more.
 
That girl doing the backing vocals. Just because she's white, young and makes some cute faces while singing, it already stirs strong emotions on me.
How can you feel anything listening to this random normie music ? All I feel is hate and blood in my ears.
I'm in my later 20s, and it's stronger than it's ever been.
Just wait to be 80 theory.

In reality, male sexe urge never decreases. It's our ability to have a boner that can disappear with age. Some old chaps cope, saying that they just don't want to fuck anymore (JFL). In reality, it's just your body being a genetic dead end.
 
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Even after all I went through at the hands of women, and all the blackpills, and all the evils and injustices galore I saw women doing, biology/the flesh still win.
That's why people will always be bluepilled
 
That's why people will always be bluepilled
I don't consider myself bluepilled, but I see your point. At least I don't simp, orbit or whiteknight.
 
I don't consider myself bluepilled, but I see your point. At least I don't simp, orbit or whiteknight.
Didn't say you are, I was talking about the masses
Even if you show them logical arguments and facts, even studies, their body will still think for them
 
Didn't say you are, I was talking about the masses
Even if you show them logical arguments and facts, even studies, their body will still think for them
Sadly, yeah. It's especially true for women. Women just follow their pussy tingles and then rationalize/excuse everything without ever taking responsibility.
 
It's not you. It's just, that this world is inherently fucked up and shouldn't exist. This world is a punishment for a crime nobody committed.
 

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