Venting I have some little problems.

[Blacktarpill]

Fuck i fucked up really bad this time. Its not about my inceldom, education or hobby.
Like it can fuck me up in the ass so hard, so fucking hard.
I cannot tell what happened but i cant even go out bec. of. it. Whenever my mum asks something i get too anxious if she discovered. Im such an autist fuucccc k kvvk(actually im nt but still i fucked up so hardly. A normal person should not fuck up like that)
This feeling is not going to go away. This fucking feeling is not. going to go away its over im not even myself anymore im not Blacktarpill fuck rhis fuckk
Im such a low person i need to get killed happily by a foid. I NEED IT I FUCKING NEED IT ITS OVER ITSBFUCKINGNOVER I CANT STAND UP TO MYSELF I CANT ICANT
NO NIGHTWALKS NO NIGHTWALKS NO FUCKING NIGHTWALKS NO REGULAR WALK ALSO FUCK
IM JOLDING MYSELF HARD TO NOT TO CRY I CANNOT GETNOVER IT ITS SO BAD SO SO BAD

 

[2340922]

Are you okay?

 

[Deleted member 14866]

yeah, it happens sometimes. just gotta stay strong brother

 

[TheReaper]

did you commit a crime?

 

[ihaveno1]

I cannot tell what happened

mysteries me

 

[Blacktarpill]

did you commit a crime?

Kinda, not a crime but still.

 

[TheReaper]

Kinda, not a crime but still.

give it some time and you'll be able to understand that the problem isn't as big as you see it now.
keep in mind that your anxiety is also distorting your perception of the issue.

 

[StaroRavager]

It’s sounds like you were on a bad trip or something

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Tbh ngl.

 

[Damo the incel]

Pm me if you want to chat about it

 

[nekomimimodo]

you can't just post that and not say what happened

 

[Joelossus]

Kinda, not a crime but still.

Is it about that shoplifting thing?

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I cant help but be curious about this "incident"

 

[BrettyBoy]

What exactly happened?

 

[Blacktarpill]

Is it about that shoplifting thing?

yeah man, i still feel paranoid, i cant go out.

 

[acnescarcel]

yeah man, i still feel paranoid, i cant go out.

bro if u don’t get caught in the act u aren’t going to be caught unless u do it again. i used to shoplift a lot when i was a minor only got caught once and ran and got away still nothing happened from it

 

[Blacktarpill]

bro if u don’t get caught in the act u aren’t going to be caught unless u do it again. i used to shoplift a lot when i was a minor only got caught once and ran and got away still nothing happened from it

I mean, i dont even shoplift.
I tried to steal a thing. Then i felt bad an left it on a random shelf.Got busted. Security asked me where the item was. Showed him the shelf. Got away.

 

[acnescarcel]

I mean, i dont even shoplift.
I tried to steal a thing. Then i felt bad an left it on a random shelf.Got busted. Security asked me where the item was. Showed him the shelf. Got away.

that’s happened to me too you’re fine bro

 

[Hikikomori]

I wouldn't worry about it OP. Humans used to be wild apes, it's in our nature to be curious, and sometimes do out of the ordinary things just for the hell of it. You'll be just fine.

 

[Blacktarpill]

that’s happened to me too you’re fine bro

I hope so. It is my fav. store but im not going to visit it for a year

Are you okay?

I feel better rn.

 

[acnescarcel]

I hope so. It is my fav. store but im not going to visit it for a year

I feel better rn.

if it’s a big store u could go back in a couple of weeks and be fine

 

[Cuyen]

By post and title i thought you raped someone

 

[GowkBird]

Shit, I fucked up a few days ago and some people just lost their money because of me, I'm afraid to even get know how much but it's may be from 400$ to 40000$... Fuck, somehow I'll not eat whole consequences but still I'm very very scary and feel guilty.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Shit, I fucked up a few days ago and some people just lost their money because of me, I'm afraid to even get know how much but it's may be from 400$ to 40000$... Fuck, somehow I'll not eat whole consequences but still I'm very very scary and feel guilty.

Bro what happened?
Shoplifting?

 

[GowkBird]

Bro what happened?
Shoplifting?

Hell no, just some very stupid mistake on job.

Upd: Also, you got your ass beaten up? When I did, I felt the same way as you now .

 

[Blacktarpill]

Hell no, just some very stupid mistake on job.

Oh, i see. Not that bad then.

 

[GowkBird]

Oh, i see. Not that bad then.

Yeah, I'm just happy that it's not me who will pay for it, but still hardly sorry for the mistake.

Now, what happened to you?

 

[Blacktarpill]

Now, what happened to you?

I tried to steal a thing. Then i felt bad an left it on a random shelf.Got busted. Security asked me where the item was. Showed him the shelf. Got away.

 

[GowkBird]

@Blacktarpill
So, no ones get harmed, that's good.

 

[Incline]

I got caught too few years ago and they made me sign some shit and let me go they said if I ever come back they are calling the police. I still go there everyday lmao.

 

[FinnCel]

Relax
As long as you are a burden to the society, you are doing good job

 

[Blacktarpill]

update here
Guys i went out for a nightwalk
extremely anxious still
using empty roads

 

[Deleted member 6753]

I mean, i dont even shoplift.
I tried to steal a thing. Then i felt bad an left it on a random shelf.Got busted. Security asked me where the item was. Showed him the shelf. Got away.

should have stolen it ngl

bad boy low inhib behaviour