kikecel
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Honestly I can't remember the last time I achieved true success.
obviously I had micro successes here and there but in minor things, such as passing a level in a game or some shit like that.
I havent yet felt successful since the days of elementary school, when I was getting straight A's (that's before the material started getting hard and my retarded brain stopped functioning around the time of middle school).
I'm starving for even the tiniest bit of success, if there is an entity up there and he created us and he cares about us he would give me the tiniest bit of luck to achieve something in my life.
Im currently living in this mindset where I just assume that if I do any activity or any choice ill take in life it will end horribly and ill just end up miserable thinking to myself "fuck me for trying even, I should have known better that I can't succeed in anything and should have just done nothing".
perhaps its better to live this way. that way, even the most minor spots of light in life become grand and awe inspiring.
all I ever wanted in life was the minimum amount of success a man needs in order to live comfortable, is that too much to ask?
obviously I had micro successes here and there but in minor things, such as passing a level in a game or some shit like that.
I havent yet felt successful since the days of elementary school, when I was getting straight A's (that's before the material started getting hard and my retarded brain stopped functioning around the time of middle school).
I'm starving for even the tiniest bit of success, if there is an entity up there and he created us and he cares about us he would give me the tiniest bit of luck to achieve something in my life.
Im currently living in this mindset where I just assume that if I do any activity or any choice ill take in life it will end horribly and ill just end up miserable thinking to myself "fuck me for trying even, I should have known better that I can't succeed in anything and should have just done nothing".
perhaps its better to live this way. that way, even the most minor spots of light in life become grand and awe inspiring.
all I ever wanted in life was the minimum amount of success a man needs in order to live comfortable, is that too much to ask?
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