Serious I haven't went out with friends during the past 4 years

[SingaporeCel]

Fragmented rants. I spent most of my free time on the computer, iPad or iPhone. I literally have zero social skills now. Everyone on my Instagram appears to be significantly far ahead in terms of social standing, dressing and so on, leaving me far behind. I've a few friends, but our interactions is purely through what's app.

I'm also apprehensive because after university one needs to enter wageslave, where I will need to socialise with people, including girls. How is life a gift when it's mostly full of suffering? In fact when one thinks about it, pleasure is simply the cessation of a previous suffering, and as such is negative. For instance, you fap to relieve the suffering caused by sexual desire.

Clinically I've been diagnosed by a slew of psychiatrists with social anxiety and agoraphobia.

 

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wageslave

A V O I D
T H A T

 

[SingaporeCel]

A V O I D
T H A T

lol how to avoid wageslave? It's inevitable. But even if heaven were assured to me, there is nothing left but boredom.

If suicide one would be reincarnated as an incel again.

 

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lol how to avoid wageslave? It's inevitable. But even if heaven were assured to me, there is nothing left but boredom.

If suicide one would be reincarnated as an incel again.

NEETbux/autismbux, wageslaving is hell...

 

[SingaporeCel]

NEETbux/autismbux, wageslaving is hell...

Damn wish I were living in a Western country, where there's welfare for the unemployed. In the place where I am at, there's virtually zero welfare for the unemployed, thus NEETbuxxing is impossible.

 

[ihaveno1]

4 yrs is rookie numbers

 

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yea i used to have a bit of social skill when i went to high school, at least i knew how to talk to people, right now i'm completely autistic i don't talk with anyone outside of my family for years but i like it this way tbh i hate to talk with whores and normies

 

[Deleted member 19236]

It's a horrible feeling ngl, Ive talked with three guys during HS (somedays I didnt even spoke a single word), but in uni I dont talk at all, just some one word answers once in the week. I feel like its indeed over and that I will probably be a jobless guy(if I dont suicide before graduation).

Unrelated question, which frequency do you fap nowadays ?

 

[SingaporeCel]

It's a horrible feeling ngl, Ive talked with three guys during HS (somedays I didnt even spoke a single word), but in uni I dont talk at all, just some one word answers once in the week. I feel like its indeed over and that I will probably be a jobless guy(if I dont suicide before graduation).

Unrelated question, but which frequency do you fap nowadays ?

Fapping frequency varies, average once every 1.5 - 2 months, just to relieve the pressure. Simply because I derive little pleasure from cumming these days. I guess my depression is so massive that libido is zero.